I had a dream of true self
Swimming at the happiest river
With birds singing the most beautiful lullaby
They calm me by taking my humanity away
Then I saw her, a lady.
She smell better than rose
Her skin had this perfect touch
Her smiley was like hugging our perfect sun
Her hair, just like the Himalayas.
Yet I cannot see her eyes clearly
As for me the eyes are the only connection
To our past...
But she spoke to me and no sound came out
There she was...
I got closer, and I felt it.
Her soul told me...
I love you...
As a child there was no love
No true feelings
But everything expanded inside of me
Craving for love
I met my first love Maria
She give me a hug
and it started raining deep inside of me
My heart become soft
and always fill until the day she depart
Then I met Cindy that one love...
Then I became and adult
and made decision of sacrificial
And it took all those years
straight to hell.
Pain is real
Dreams are not
I only wish to recast my heart.