i sit here broken
pieces i have still yet to learn to piece back together
regret?
no
if i could go back in time knowing it would end the same way
would i do it all over again knowing the pain i went through?
with no hesitation i would do it in an instant
because aside from it all you showed me how it felt
to be in love
to crave someone so much
and showed me what i never thought was possible
without you I wouldn’t have known that I could treat another person with so much love and care and for that I thank you
Because with whom ever I end up with I know she will be treated the way she deserves to be treated
Like a queen who deserves the world

And just like that..

I no longer hear from you..

I lay in bed in extreme physical pain..

The doc walks in and asks..

What's your pain level today, on a scale of 1 - 10?

My response..

15

Never have I felt physical pain this painful before
But when I lay in bed with a lot of time to think
My thoughts begin to consume my mind
This physical pain is nothing compared to the emotional pain I have felt this past year and still continue to feel..

One thing I'm certain of is..

I choose Physical over Emotional any day!

If lost, please return to:

My Heart

Just come here...

And...

Let me hold you
No words
No strings attached
No other motives
Just let me hold you
Everything will be alright

How about..
Your soul get with
My soul
So we can be..
Dope Souls