im leaving -- im tired of posting plus nobody likes my stuff anyways
I lay in the bath, the hot water running over my cold veins, I felt my life slowly drain. At the last minute I regretted it, but it was too late. As I took my dying breath I heard you scream my name. I really hope you don't miss me too much.
As I stood on the concrete in my puffy jacket and took in a deep breath of cold, hollowing winter air, I drove the knife through your heart. Only in my mind of course, in the real world I'm too scared to even leave the shower running too long.
I appreciate the time you all take to read my poetry
as I lie awake this hot spring night,
I promise your the last thing on my mind,
you used to wander into my dreams,
but now I can't find you in the shadows.
in my shadows you once took refuge,
underneath sheets you were like a spider,
I knew you were there, but I couldn't see,
couldn't see past the blackness.
but now, I have wished you away,
I have wished on 11:11 and on a shooting star,
my wishes were like prayers,
only they came 'round more often.
so now I lie awake on this hot spring night,
and I promise your the last thing on my mind,
you no longer wander into my dreams,
and you no longer hide in the shadows.
you remind me of a poem I can't remember,
and a song that may never have existed,
and a place I'm not sure I've ever been to.
I feel all funny inside,
I think I'm in love.
I haven't written lately,
I feel like I'm going crazy,
Is it normal to feel this,
Like I should just call it quits,
My brain just doesn't make sense,
I always feel so ******* tense,
I feel one way - or do I,
Fly away - why - die - lie - hide,
I'm so so happy by day,
But by night my demons come play,
So since there is nothing better,
I'll write a ******* love letter.