I tend to write a lot of poetry
For the simple reason it camls me
Onto the paper my feelings fall
From happiness to anger I express it all
Fluent in words they be not
Listen to much and your ears might rot
I write what I like and like that I do
And if you don't like its to bad for you

1
We're done
2
We're through
3
Just let it be
4
I can't take anymore
5
I'd rather you dead than alive
6
I'm sick of your nicks and picks
7
Without you I'd be in heaven
8
You're not one I can tolerate
9
Without you I'm feeling fine
10
You get the picture then?

Air Head
Sittiing across the room
Air head
No idea what's going on
Air head
Watching time go by
Air Head
Not knowing what's going
Air head
Talking without anything to say
Air head Killing my patience
Air head
I'm done with you
Air head
Get help
Air head
Please just go away

Dear Sweet Reader,

I feel somewhat indebted to you
I'm guessing you're wondering
"Why"
The reason is that you give me validation
You give me an audience
Someone to hear my voice
And possibly remember my words
I feel you give me a reason to write
I feel better writing this
Knowing there's a chance
If only a small one
That my words may be read
And possibly enjoyed
I hope this meant something
However slight

Until we meet again,
Inspired writer

As I lay here
In my bed
Thoughts of you dance
Within my head
I try to sleep
But toss and turn
Thinking thoughts
That cause concern
Not having you here
Is no fun
I sit up cursing
What I've done
I said things
One should not say
All in hopes
Of getting my way
It didn't work
Not at all
Now you won't answer me
Even one single call
Oh how I wish
I could make things right
You know how I hate it
When we fight
I'm sorry
It's true
But I can't take back
What I did to you
What you sow
Is what you reap
I guess that's why
I'm devoid of sleep
Night after night
I will not rest
Until this guilt
Is off my chest

If you don't like prom
You make anti-prom
The "stick it to the man" statement
But in that statement
There is a silent note
It could be that you wanted to go
But couldn't
Wanted to be asked or ask
But wouldn't
Felt a longing to see it
But were too scared
Anti-prom makes a statement
Not always the one you want
When you label anti-prom
You somehow label yourself
If you just don't like the prom
And honestly don't care
You wouldn't feel the need
To stage an anti-prom
You just wouldn't go
Or maybe just had a party
Not saying it was anti-prom
Just having your friends over
Anti-prom is a silly cliche
That tell the world
"The prom hurt me in someway"
Though I am tempted to stage an anti-prom
I know the statement I'm making
I'm saying
"I'm a little too scared to go to prom"
I admit it
I do
Anti-prom
The biggest cliche
Next to the prom itself

I'm so sad
I'm crying
But I won't tell you
I'm too proud
I'm in so much pain
I can't take it
But I won't call out
I'm too proud
I want your love
I need your comfort
But I won't ask
I'm too proud
I want to tell you
I want to call out and ask
But I can't
I'm too proud
Make my silent cry heard
Show my hidden tears
Because I need you, please
Break my stupid pride.

Why do I love you?
Why do I pine?
Even with knowing
You'll never be mine
You are the yang
To my yin
You are the chills
That run on my skin
Your heart is the treasure
I might never obtain
The fact of the matter
Is I'm going insane
I want you
But I don't
I want to tell you
But I won't
I can't help getting lost
In your eyes
Nor can I help
These lustful sighs
I know my daydreams
Will never come true
But I can't help
Loving you

Can I keep you?
I want to keep your smile
Your kindness
Your laugh
Your humor
Your heart
Your everything
Can I keep you?
Keep you in my head
My heart
My dreams
My presence
My life
My world
I guess the question really is
Will you let me keep you?
Let me see your smile
Know your kindness
Hear your laugh
Get your humor
Be in your heart
Love your everything
Can I keep you?
I ask because
I think its only fair
You already keep me
You have thoughts
Control my heart
Haunt my dreams
Monopolize my presence
Dominate my life
Are my world
So I ask only once more
Can I keep you?

Clean slate
Clean slate
What I wouldn't give
For a clean slate
My past is who I was
Not who I am
Why I judged off my past?
Why am I judged at all?
Well if I'm gonna be judged
Then at least judge me
On the me I am now
Clean slate
Doesn't it sound nice
Clean slate
Clean slate
Will you judge me off my past
Or grant me my clean slate?

Don't ask the question
Don't even try
There's no point in it
And we both know why
You don't want the answer
You don't really care
So don't bother asking
Don't even dare
Don't give me that hope
Or bait me with false concern
Every time it hurts
Oh when will I learn?
You ask to be polite
You ask because we're "friends"
Now I draw the line
Where pleasantry ends
It ends where you'd expect it
It ends where it should
It ends where your care dies
Or at least I wish it would
Don't try to be my counselor
If you're not up to the task
Just do this one thing
Don't ask

It’s like walking on eggshells
CRACK!
One misstep
CRACK!
Say something slightly out of turn
CRACK!
Do something a little askew
CRACK!
Don’t say what is wanted
CRACK!
Don’t act as planned
CRACK!
Don’t take what is said correctly
CRACK!
Don’t bend to your will
CRACK!
Don’t when the last crack will do it
SHATTER!

English class
Section 89
Crazy and loud
But that suits us fine
We're all different
Learning side but side
We didn't really choose this
But we're along for the ride
Some are quite
Some are loud
I'm in this class
And I am proud
This is the last English class
I'll have in this school
Although it was a little weird
I thought it was cool
English class
Section 89
To my teacher and classmates
The pleasure was mine

We are all dying
Life is a symptom of death
Just because you're alive
Doesn't mean you're living
It's a morbid thought
I know
But it's somehow true
It's like the saying
"This too shall pass"
It's morbid
But true
Do you wake up in the morning
Just to go back o sleep at night?
Or do you wake up in the morning
Ready to cram as much live into your live
As you can before sleep forces you to rest?
Do you sit on the sidelines of life
Watching the other people live?
Or do run into the center
Experiencing life with them?
Are you the wallflower?
Or the mixer?
Are you just alive?
Or are you living?

Family
Complicated
Confusing
Difficult
Family
Loving
Strong
Const­ant
Family
Frustrating
Forgiving
Forever
Family

Feel the music
Let it flow through you
Sway your hips
Bob your head
Tap your foot
Rock your body
Feel the music
Let it make you laugh
Cry
Think
Smile
Dream
Don't just hear it
Really listen to it
Experience it
Feel it

You have to let your mind go
To let your feelings flow
You have to let your feelings feel the breeze
To let your mind feel at ease
You have to stop anchoring to the past
Or your present and future won't last
You have to let it be
And remember how to be free
Sometimes you have to let it all crumble
Before you end up taking a bigger tumble
You have to let it all flow through
Only take what means something to you
You have to let it all go
Sit back and ride the flow

I've known you for years
You're my best friend
I thought nothing would change
Until it did
You told me you love me
But I don't see you that way
You ask for a chance
I say give it your best shot
Get me hooked
Make it so I'll love you
As much as you love me
Get me hooked
So I can't see you
As my brother
Get me hooked
So I want you
With every fiber of my being
I'll give you your chance
Only because I know something you don't
I can't live without you
It's not love yet
But I'm already hooked
Hooked on your sense of humor
On the way you treat me
On all your cute little corks
On you
So can you do it?
Can you get me hooked
In the way you want?
Or will you fall short
And be friendzoned?
All I have to say is
Before it's too late
Get me hooked

Something warm on a cold day
The kind words that people say
A hug when you're feeling sad
Calming thoughts when you're mad
Going somewhere fun with friends
Something you wish would never end
Something has no true meaning
What can make someone dull or gleaming
Something different for every one
Something that's vaster than the sun

Heavy are the sins laid upon us by those who brought us into this world
We pay for the sins of our parents
With our hardships
They do not always mean to burden us
But the burden is there none the less
Because world sees us by our parents first
We pay for their past
With our future
We work to better ourselves
We work to give them a better life
Then the world would let them give us
We pay for their mistakes
With our suffering
We suffer through the hard work
To make a a difference not only for ourselves
But for our children
We pay for their lapses in judgment
With our foresight
Better ourselves where they could not
We try to lighten the burden
Before we inevitably past it to our children

Hide with your smile
It makes you look friendly
Who cares if you're dying inside
Hide behind makeup
It makes you look pretty
No one needs to know you're insecure
Hide inside trendy clothes
They make you seem put together
People don't want to see you falling apart
Hide your flaws
They show your human
We only want to see perfection
Hide who you are
People will like you better
Nobody wants to deal with real

Holding on is sometimes harder than letting go
I’m holding on to something i’ll never know
Holding on to my feeling for you
I’m not quite sure what to do
Holding on to what i want so bad
I’m grasping at what i never had
Holding on just for a chance
To maybe find romance
Hold on with a firm grip
Afraid if i let go i’ll rip
Holding on to what will never be mine
Why oh why for you do i pine?
Holding on as if for dear life
My heart and my brain in a strife
Holding on to feelings i’ll never show
Fearing the pain of letting go

Just when I think you are
You're not
I'm on a roller coaster
Your roller coaster
A roller coaster you're making as you go along
And I'm strapped in with no way off
You don't even realize what you're doing to me
You bring me up
Plunge me down
It makes me so scared
I'm not afraid of the ups and downs
I'm afraid you'll one day stop
And I'll just fall
I don't thing I could survive that fall
I can barley survive the downs
You don't even know you're doing it
You just go on your merry way
Not realizing you drag my feeling with you
I don't know how to cope
I've never had to before
I've had crushes
But not like this one
You make me so nervous
More nervous than I've ever been
I just don't know how to deal
To act
To feel
To be
You're tossing my up and down
Up and down
I can't handle you
I can handle anyone
Just not you
You've thrown me off
You make me go at your pace
No one ever takes me by their pace
But you of course
Why do you do this to me?
How do you do this to me?
I'm confident
You make me humble
I'm loud
You make me quite
I curse like a sailor!
You make me sound like a nun
I'm not a person to **** with
You make me as threatening as a kitten
I'm the biggest ******* *****
And you make me a child!
I'm intelligent, despite my crude language,
You make me feel an imbecile
Nobody has ever done this to me
I never let anyone
But somehow
Without my noticing
You do all this
I wasn't expecting it
I wasn't expecting you
You slip passed my defenses
Not tripping a single alarm
Dancing your way passed my walls
Taking my heart for your own
Without even knowing it
Not even trying
My cute little thief
How do you do this to me?

I'm Broken, But Not Shattered
I've lived for what seems like a long time
To me, who has been alive for 17 years
I am older than I have ever been and have been broken before
To my parents, who have all but forgotten their youth
I am young and have experienced little to no trouble
To my grandparents, who can barley even remember me
I am such little child that I couldn't even fathom pain
To world, who only knows me by my age
I am the source of so many problems
Sometimes I wonder if the pain I feel is real
I mean real to them
Because I know it's real to me
I cry
I feel
I hurt
To those around me
My is trivial
It is nothing
But I have been broken
I have had my heart broken
Not even by love
But by the world
By my parents
By my peers
I have been broken
My parents have showed me
That there is no unconditional love
Nor is there true
My peers how taught me
That he world can be cold
And unwelcoming
I am 17 and broken
But I am not shattered
I will pick up my pieces
And I will make a better and stronger
Me
I may have been knocked down
But I will rebuild
No matter how broken I am
I will not but shattered
Not by my parents
Not by my peers
Not by anyone
I am broken
But not shattered
I will build myself up
So strong
So high
That no one can deny what I feel
And no one can make me feel like that
Ever again
I am broken
But I refuse to be shattered

I have a mother
That I can't stand
And probably can't stand me
I have a father
Who gives me what I want
But not what I need
I have a brother
Who exiled himself
And won't talk to me
I have another brother
Who hears what I say
But doesn't want to listen
I have friends
Who are always around
But never really there
With all these things
How can I not be spoiled?

Everyone thinks I'm happy
Thinks I'm always smiling
But I'm not
I frown
A lot
People don't get it
I don't think I have the ability to be happy
Without someone there
Someone to smile for
Someone to make me laugh
Someone to talk to
I feel sad
Most of the time
The saddest thoughts
Are thought
When I'm alone
When I have no one to smile for
No one to make me laugh
No one to talk to
I'm sad
When I'm not near people
I'm sad
I don't even know
Why
I try to be happy
Try to have the capacity
The ability
The motivation
To be happy on my own
But I can't
The smile feels fake
The laugh sounds pained
And I can't tell anyone about it
If I do
They'll see me differently
Like some...thing
They need to tiptoe around
Frightened
That the wrong thing will send me to tears
To be honest
That happens
I cry
Cry for no reason
Cry where no one is looking
Cry whilst hiding behind a computer screen
None of you know me
None of you could
None of you can look me in the eyes
You can't look me in my red tear worn eyes
With your post sob story pity ridden eyes
Eyes that make the pain worse
Eyes that bring me more tears
Eyes that I just can't stand
It's not that I'm not happy when I'm alone
It's that I can't be happy when I'm alone
Not only that
I take time to be able to smile again
If I spend too much time alone
Unhappy
Not smiling
I take a while
To smile for someone again
To laugh without it sounding pained
To talk without seeming depressed
I wish so desperately to be happy
Without anyone there
Be happy when I'm on my own
But I can't be happy when I'm alone

Things can’t get worse
I feel like I’m dying
Even tho it hurts
I really am trying
You say one thing
I say another
Our opinions differ
We’re not good for eachother
You sit on your throne
Playing with my guilt and sadness
I can’t help but think
You enjoy my madness
You peer at me without a word
I can't stand you judging eyes
I silently let it go
Breathing exasperated sighs
Being so close is definitely not good
We need some time apart
I think alone time is what we need
Then we can make a fresh start

People don't see you
People see your face
People see your body
I see your heart
I see your mind
I see you
I wish you could see yourself through my eyes
I wish I could make you see what I do
Because what's inside
Your heart
Your mind
Your soul
That all shine through to me
They  are what make you radiant
Not your outward appearance
Your inner beauty is all I see
I love you for who you are
Not what everyone else sees
But what I see
So yes
You are beautiful
But, no
I don't love you because you are beautiful
You are beautiful because I love you

I fall in love easy
I fall in love fast
I fall in love truly
Knowing it won't last
I fall in love without purpose
I fall in love at the drop of a hat
I fall in love helplessly
With the instincts of a stunned cat
I fall in love with their charm
I fall in love with their looks
I fall in love so often
Their name's could fill books
I fall in love not caring at all
I fall in love that's not meant to be
I fall in love without them ever knowing
Letting the secret die with me
I fall in love recklessly
I fall in love with raw feeling
I fall in love knowingly
That the aftershock will send me reeling

If we were a movie
I'd be the comic relief
Now, now
It's not that bad
At least I still have your smile
It may not same one that she has
But it's something
I still get to keep your laugh
Even if it's not the one from the bottom of your heart
I'd still be the best friend
Just not the one you'd fall in love with
But I'm okay with that
As long as you're happy
If we were a movie
I'd be the comic relief
And I'm okay with that

I shrived to stay uninformed
I took care to be left out of the loop
I purposely turned a deaf ear
But you had to go and drag me in
You just have to give me that face
Then you even cried
I love you to bits a pieces
But I hate that you've done this to me
You've put me in the middle
Of somewhere I don't belong
You've told me things
That didn't want to know
You've pushed your burden onto me
Without consideration of my feelings
I get that you were upset
But why did it have to be me?
I liked my ignorance
I savored my bliss
I've kept it for **** near 18 years
And you took it away in a matter of minutes
You stole my ignorance in an emotional flurry
as soon as this blows over
I'll have my ignorance
As well as bliss
Back
I'll once again be uninformed
Out of the loop
And have deaf ear
Please don't stir up more drama
Or at the very least don't drag me it
With those big eyes
That say "Please? I need you."
Like I said
I love you to bits and pieces
But I really do like my ignorance
And savor my bliss

When I was little
I looked at you like you'd hung the moon
I clung to your words like life line
You were my world
Your stories were my maps
But as I get older
And now that your gone
I realize I have to branch out
I have draw my own maps
Build my own world
Your stories will always be there
Will always hold a special place in my heart
But they can no longer be my world
They are not maps of how my life will be
They are good memories and fond feeling
They are guilds on how to be
Not what to do
As much as I wish things were simple
And I could just do what you did
And turn out as happy as you were
I can't
We are not the same person
We can't live the same lives
So your stories will always be with me
Will always warm my heart
I grew up on your stories
But its time to live my own

You know me so well
I know next to nothing about you
You’re so close
Yet so far
I hate it
I hate it
I hate it!
You’re adorable
You’re funny
You’re hideous
You’re obnoxious
I hate it
I hate it!
You’re the first person I look for
You’re the last person I want to see
I hate it!
You’re just you
The light of my day
The wrecking ball of my week
But I love you
And I hate it

Princes save princesses
Knights save damsels
That's the way
In fairytales
I'm not a princess
Nor a damsel
This isn't a fairytale
But I do need saving
Saving from my harsh reality
My brawling parents
My mess I call live
The thing is
The only one who can save me
Is me
No prince
Nor knight
Just me
I'm my prince
And my knight
Others can't do my saving
Not that I would let them
I wouldn't mind a hand
Or someone looking out
But I can
And will
Do my own saving

Image
Image
Image
That's all you care about
You care I'm I'm too fat
Too skinny
Too this
Too that
You don't love me for me
Even though you're supposed to
You're my mother after all
Image
Image
Image
You want me to look your way
My hair
My nails
My style
My whole being
The way you want it
When I rebel
Be myself
You say you love me
Just the way I am
But it's a lie
I can see it
It's in your eyes
You wanted the stylish girly girl
Not the haphazard tomboy you got
I can see it in your eyes
When I ask you how I look
When you see me shopping
You only care about my image
Not the person under it
I'm not what I wear
I'm not how I look
You should love me for me
Not for how I look
Image
Image
Image
That's all you ever cared about

Oh God.
He's replacing me!
Bringing in someone new
Telling me I'm replaceable
Oh God.
He's replacing me!
How could this happen?
I haven't even left yet
Am I that forgettable?
Oh God.
He's. Replacing. Me?
I'm irreplaceable
I'm unforgettable
I'm replacing him!
Oh God.
He's irreplaceable
Unforgettable
And looking for someone to fill me shoes
Oh God
I'm done
Forgotten
Replaced...

I'm the only girl
Out of 3 children
I'm the youngest
Of my family
But I'm not a little girl
I am 17 years old
So stop pushing me around
Like I'm a child
I'm not a little girl
You can't tell me what to do
And expect me to blindly follow
You can't lead me around
Like I'm in need of guidance
Stop trying to hold my hand
Like you would when I was little
And would cross the street
It's true I'm not an adult
But that doesn't mean I'm not a little girl
I don't need your constant supervision
I need to make my own mistakes
Not make up for yours
Not pay for theirs
I'm not a little girl
So stop treating me like one

You lost a friend
Its gonna be alright
Your pet dyed
Its gonna be alright
You got hurt
Its gonna be alright
You cry
Its gonna be alright
You're heartbroken
Its gonna be alright
Your world is crashing down
Its gonna be alright
But what if it's not alright?
People always say
Its gonna be alright
But how do they know?
What if Its not gonna be alright?
What if you're broken and definitly not alright?
What gives them to right to say
Its gonna be alright?
Does that mean when it's not alright
I can blame them?
Because I don't feel it's gonna be alright
I feel shattered and far from alright
I just wanna shout it's not alright!
I just wanna scream stop saying alright!
But I can't
We both know it's not always gonna alright
But then again those are comforting words people say
Even with that I'm sick of the words
It's gonna be alright.
I'm just not alright!
I'm
Not
Alright!!

You did it
Congratulations
You stabbed what was left of my heart
You stuck in the last blade I could take
You said I was being like her
Like her!!
I'm not her!
I never want to be her
Act like her
Sound like her
Look like her
I don't want to be anything like her!
But you said I was
You know how that hurts
And you said it anyway
That must mean you meant it
right?
You are my father
Right?
You would tell me the truth
Right!?
You would tell me if I was becoming her
RIGHT!?
So tell me daddy
Am I really like her?
Dear old mommy?
Am I hateful, like her?
Am I smothering, like her?
Am I cut throat, like her?
Am I hurtful, like her?
Tell me daddy
Am I like her!?
You were my last person
My last ******* person!
Last person who didn't hurt me
I said one wrong thing
And now I'm like her?
Well ******* too then!
Stay the **** out of my life
I can't believe you would say that!
You know how much it hurts
But you said that **** anyway
You were the last person I could turn to
The last person I ******* trusted!
Everybody cheer!!
Clap!
Come on clap!
Give the man a ******* award!!
He's finally killed my humanity

You're scaring me
I don't know who you are
Or should I say who you're becoming
You're not still the kind man I knew
The forgiving man
The genital man
The caring man
You've somehow changed without notice
You've become a mean man
A vengeful man
A tough man
A uncaring man
I'm frightened by you
You keep yelling
Flying off the handle
Pushing everyone away
Saying hurtful things
You never used to be like this
This was never who you were
I'm scared of you
How do I get you back?
How can I make you who you were?
Will you always stay this way?
Will I ever have back the man I knew?

I'm sorry
I've been a bad daughter
I'm sorry
I made our reationship bad
I'm sorry
It's my fault
I'm sorry
I only ever think of myself
I'm sorry
I don't help you as much as I should
I'm sorry
I stress you out
I'm sorry
I don't act the way you want me to
I'm sorry
I don't think of your feelings
I'm sorry
I put up a wall
I'm sorry
if I've ever hurt you
I'm sorry
I'm bitter
I'm sorry
I don't know how to fix this
I'm sorry
I couldn't just say this out loud

People watch you
I'll admit they do
You think it's cuz you're hot ****
But that ain't it
To them you are a tragedy in motion
And they're the crowd watching the commotion
You're in a downward spiral
If it were a video, it'd go viral
Signs of intelligence can't be found
You talk only to make sound
You should never have stepped up to me
Because I'll show you a cruel I can be
I may look all nice and sweet
Be my temper can't be beat
This is the only warning I'll give
Leave me alone and some of your pride may live

I think I'm shallow
"He" said I'm shallow
You say I'm not
I think I'm ugly
"They" said I'm ugly
You say no way
I think I'm insensitive
"She" said I'm insensitive
You say not a chance
There is no
"He"
"They"
"She"
There's just me
Not admitting I feel
Shallow
Ugly
Insensitive
All because I am
Insecure

I fell for you
Fell hard
I don't want you to know
Because you'd feel bad
Bad that you can't return my feelings
Bad that you might hurt me
Bad enough that you'd pity me
And try to make something between us
I know you would
Because you're just that kind
Just that innocent
I know your type
I've seen them before
The type that stays with a girl
Just because you don't want to hurt me
The type that says nice things
Just to make her happy
The type to say yes
Just to keep things calm
I'm not saying your too weak
Or too scared to say no
Just too nice
I can't let you do that
It's not your fault I fell in love

I used to write secret codes in the back of my diary
Thinking no one would be clever enough to look there
I used to dream of being a ballerina
Not even knowing where to begin
I used to want to be just like my mom
So I would try on her shoes and think myself grown up
I used to wish on the stars
Not caring if the wishes came true
I used to dream of what I would be
Not knowing it might not be possible
I used to do a lot of things
Until the world yelled: Grow up!

I want to hear your heartbeat
I want to feel your heat
I want to know your every scar
I want to know who you are
I want you to feel my love for you
I want you to know that it is true
All I really want is for you to know
That no matter what I'll never let you go

There’s a knife in my heart
I wonder who put it there?
You know who don’t you?
You know how to twist it
To make my feel it
How to **** it
Make me wince
How to cut deeper
Make me bleed
How to slice
Make me feel bad for you
Please make it go away
I beg you, please
Just take it out
Let me bleed out
Let me heal
Or stick it deeper
**** what’s left of my heart
Let me feel some peace
Let me heal

Here I am
Once again
Putting myself out there
Going out on a limb
Stepping in front of the firing squad
Praying that this time
You'll save me
You'll swoop in like the hero I see you as
You'll save the damsel I never thought I'd be
Here I am
Opening myself up
Letting you in
Hoping this time might be different
Literally being the definition of insanity
Because that's what love is
It's letting go
Hoping someone else will hold on
Falling
Trusting someone to catch you
Going insane
Wishing to find clarity
So this is me
One last time
Hoping
Praying
Wishing
That this time someone might hold on
This time someone might catch me
This time I might find clarity
Though I don't think this time
Or any other time
Will ever get the result I want
I think this time I might get the result I need
Third time's the charm, right?
Third time may just be the time you finally say yes
Or that I finally move on
Finally realize we won't end up together
No matter how much I want it
Or how much I need it
Or how much others see it
This time I think its the one
The one that either opens you eyes to me
To us
To our potential
Or maybe to one that opens mine
To you
To us
To our limitations
This time
I don't know why
But this time
All I think
All I hope
All I fear
Everything in me just keeps saying
Maybe this time.

There's the one who back stabbed
To get who she wanted
There's the one who annexed herself
For a boy
There's the one who settled
Because she was lonely
There's the one who stayed alone
Because the right one hasn't found her
...
Or is it she's too picky?
...
Or she's undesirable?
...
To be honest I don't really know
I mean she won't back stab, be annexed or settle
She doesn't have the heart
Or lack there of
The rest seem happy with who they're with
No matter the way they got them
She seems happy will being alone
But sad only in the face of their happiness
She remains unsure
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who's the worst of them all?
The one who back stabbed
The one who was annexed
The one who settled
The one who is unsure

You strolled through my walls
Danced passed my defences
Were invisible to my alarms
You managed all this
Without even knowing
Without even trying
You're a unknowing thief
But a thief none the less
You stole my heart
My broken
Beaten
Heart
As bad a shape as it is
You don't seem to mind
Though you don't realize you have it
You have seen how bad it is
And you've been piecing it back together
Piece by piece
Like a jigsaw puzzle
You're sowing up the tattered seams
And making me whole again
You're my cute little thief
And I don't mind that you stole my heart
You seem to take better care of it than me
You disagree
When I'm negative
You cheer me up
When I'm down
Whilst I am ******* my heart
For mistakenly thrusting
You seek to nurture it
For still being somewhat together
You stole my heart
But I don't want it back
I'd rather have yours
So you better watch out
I'll be stealing your heart soon
My cute little thief