I'm on the phone
No one's awake and I'm alone
The radio's on
Songs are played on lonely station
I'm in my bed
My eyes are open and sleep has fled
I'm on the balcony
The sky is dark and just quite scary
Some windows have lights
Could they also not sleep tonight
I'm still awake
When will life ever give me a break
Insomniac nights are the worst. And it's been going on like this for quite awhile.
There is no light here,
At least not to my knowledge,
I've never been allowed to experience it,
The life I've lived for 17 years,
The people who adopted me 16 1/2 years ago,
It was never a part of my life and they never let it be,
I always went behind their back,
But I still have never experienced it.
139 days already
What the f
Thank you guys
A "poem" every day
Take care of yourself
You know there’s still a part of you
A very large portion actually
That still wants
To be alive
The shadows may scream, but their numbers are few
Your hand comes to caress my cheek,
to cradle my face,
but when I show doubt laced within my smile,
your hand returns to the blade in your sheath;
Oh, well, life is such.
Don't stay in a slump!
Don't be down in the dumps!
The feelings won't stay if you won't let them!
It is not that you are being cruel or that you are shutting out your feelings!
So stop your shrivelling,
don't keep punishing yourself!
Fester in them too long,
trying to encourage my whimpering self.
i dont know
whats wrong with me
why do i wish to express that im kinda sad
but dont want you to question it
why dont i want you to worry?