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Sofia Sep 2019
i just wanted everything to be still,
but when you came it was really big dill.
you gave me a chill, a really big thrill;
nothing i could express,
because i was mentally ill.
Sofia Sep 2019
i hoped i could see you again, but when i did, it ruined me.

sometimes, what you hope for the most is not actually what you want,
and that makes you cry because you thought you knew.
Sofia Sep 2019
i hoped i could see you again, but when i did, it ruined me.

sometimes, what you hope for is not actually what you want,
and that makes you cry because you thought you knew.
Sofia Sep 2019
Even if I never touch your lips, I will always remember you.
You made me laugh. You gave me joy. You made me think.
I doubt you did the same, but I- will still remember you. I often stared at your lips because I wanted to kiss you, and also, your lips were eye-level for me. I thought what it would be like to kiss you.

I want you. I want you to be my first.
Be my first kiss.

I remember how we met;-at a school-organized event. I thought you were funny and charming. You always smiled. You always made me feel special.

One problem:
You had your eye on someone else; I always asked if you still felt for him, because I want to know if I even have a chance with you. Like it was a competition between me and him, somehow. This guy you fantasized about but could never be with, for obvious reasons.



I just want to know if you’re smiling for the same reason I am at you.
Sofia Sep 2019
i wondered if you felt the same.
i always wanted to know.
i didn't even know if, i, myself felt it; what i thought i felt.
it was a mystery.
just question marks swooshing around like tired flags right around me.
Sofia Aug 2019
A- Always
L- Lucid dreaming
O- On
N- No Specific
E- Evening(s)
Sofia Aug 2019
For it needs to be soon,
Or else I will swoon;
My heart will stop beating.
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