I used to do this crazy thing where I used to draw stars on my skin with a razor i hated who i was
I was ashamed it made me ignore that pain deep with in,

I thought I was getting better , because I was feeling amazing but every time I felt that pain
more pain came in without knowing it
, it hurt my family , it hurt my friends , I hurt my family I hurt my friends


from this little stars I drew
on my skin because that little pain make me feel better and it was easier to ignore and to cope
with all the mind games bottled up in to my head and all the pain i felt from these stupid f--king haters
I thought I was getting better I thought I really was but every time I drew a star on my skin

I got a
bit more insane
and a bit more crazier ,
soon it ended me up in the hospital for 10 days I was in pure pain more than I ever felt
to be with realty and go face to face with the devil i been ignoring my whole life , i made a promises
I would stop drawing the little stars on
my skin that would make me ignore the pain,

a month later i was back with more stars on my skin and pills with in me , I thought I could end it
all the pain that I have felt
I was wrong it didn't help I was wrong it I made it worse I hurt them the most
when I was going to end my pain but begging there's
because of theses stupid haters and back stabbing *******
who were hurt deeply I could tell the pain in there
eyes when they hurt me it hurt them more they thought they were getting better from throwing the little
razors at everyone else but they
didn't know it cut them instead because

of all theses back stabbing ******* in the world and all theses
stupid f--king haters that will
start from boredom or misery the pain we all felt we have to learn this isn't it ,
it get better than this , and it did
one week two week the stars started to disappear 1 month 2 month they were getting better just like me
my life just begun it gets better
then this i know it does! the devil stills comes around
but we have to face it  ignore it and replace it.