Ouija

Ouija May 2014

Find your way through to me
I can't live happily
how do i smile when,i don't have the one that i want
you chose to leave me there
I won't chase you, here ill stay
How do you make someone , who doesn't love you not walk away.

Ouija May 2014

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one night i took a breath

the night had stars and the wind sang above me
ice cold blades of grass laid below me
i felt no pain, i felt no pride, i felt no envy,
i felt no happiness
That night i decided not to breath again.

Ouija May 2014

Timeless

I wish you wouldn't tell me any lies,
But It's my heart that yearns when you're away.
I'm the one who stays up at night wondering what I did wrong, while you sleep tenderly in someone else's arms.
Your patronizing voice saying I love you will always ring in my ears.
I wish i could make your heart feel something it doesn't, but that would be cruel.

Ouija May 2014

Untitled

"i've been feeling bad the past 5 days."
"i've been feeling bad the past 5 years"

It's 5 am and everything is the same yet different, The trees are still, the grass is green and the walls stand tall.
Then why at this time of day do my thoughts turn darker?
Does my mind start to remember all the horrible things?
All the regrets, All the cries, All the pressure.

I guess 5 just isn't my number.

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