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Lemon Feb 2020
I used to dream of happiness
Of having a good life

But now all I want
Is to truly feel alive
Lemon Feb 2020
I'm tired

Tired of being sad

Tired of feeling angry

I'm tired of lying awake in bed feeling lonely

I'm just an empty pit

Trapped in a cycle of nothingness

No point no use

No way to move on

I'm tired I say

I didn't get enough sleep

Cause the lingering thought of you holding me

It leaves me longing

I do not sleep because I do not trust

That I am safe in this home

In this monstrous world

I do not sleep because I am afraid

But being awake I grow closer to losing myself

Losing my mind and my hope

I'm scared of who I've become

And what will happen with more restless nights

So yes

I'm tired

And I'm losing my fight
  Feb 2020 Lemon
Shreya Ghosh
I love you
Doesn't mean I love you

It means your eyes
Are deep enough
For me to dive in
And trust the waters
To keep my secrets

It means your lips
Are never harsh upon me
And they make me happy
Every single time they open

It means your hands
Are with you always
Except when I call them
To hug me and leave traces on me

It means your ears
Never get tired of
What my lips convey
And never will , they respond

It means your heart
Has touched my heart
And they'll never get apart
Like they are in a hug for eternity

It means you are special
It means you are mine
So I can be possessive
And you'll say nothing
I can be jealous too
And you'll never see
My hand leave yours
Or our hearts leave the hug

You are mine
And you will remain mine
Lemon Feb 2020
Why

Why is it when I need you

You disappear

Ignored all of my messages

Ignore my cries for help

My cries for you

I get you've got problems too

But I am ALWAYS there for you

I drop everything for you

To help you

But when I' broken and hurting

You're gone

You say you're always there

Just call if you need me

And you always answer

But you're distant and harsh

What do i do if i don't have it in me to call

What if i cant talk through the tears

What if i just need you to answer your **** texts and see what's going on

I need you *******

I need your care

Your love

I need to know we still have a chance

That you're not just finding ways to pass time before you leave

I need to know you still want me

Cause lately it doesn't seem like you do

And it hurts like a *****

I can physically feel my heart breaking bit by bit

And you're still so distant

Saying you're ready

You just don't trust me

But I've given you every reason to trust me

Proved myself every day

And you just brush it away

So instead of talking to you like i want to

I write words for strangers in hopes it'll make me feel somewhat better

*******.
Lemon Feb 2020
Me
The run
The fight
The power

Overwhelmed
Fear
Lost
Here

Save me
Save them
Hurt me
Drop them

Feel me
Love me
Leave me
Need me
Lemon Jan 2020
Have you ever felt a love,
One that left you in tears of joy,
When you think about your future,
And all the years to come,

Have you laid awake in bed,
Thinking of the nights to come,
Where you can lay with your love,
And hold them so close,

Have you ever felt the hurt,
When you see them in pain,
Or the absolute bliss,
When you see they've had a good day,

Have you ever had a love so true,
You know it'll never end,
That it'll always be the two of you,
Until the very end,

Have you ever felt the safety,
Of being in their arms,
Knowing with them,
Nothing will cause you harm,

Have you ever had dreams,
Of what your life will be,
When you finally live happily ever after,
With the love of your life,

If any of that is true,
Please hold them dear,
Enjoy every second you get,
And let them know how you feel,

This world can be cruel,
And the people not kind,
But love will stand strong,
Through the toughest storms in the night.
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