To take the red
Or the blue
To learn the world all over again
Or to not have a clue
Is there bliss in not knowing
Or bliss in the truth
To see the world for what it’s not showing
Or to live your life as a fool

We went from I love you to leave me the hell alone
From savoring every moment but now we’re glued to our phones
Staying together just because we’re scared of the unknown
Staying together just because we’re scared of being alone

Serial lover
Onto another
She may survive
But she’ll never recover

It’s hard to find an escape
While your feet are stuck in place

It’s like losing a battle before it’s begun
Trying to speak while holding your tongue
When the sun is shining but hidden behind clouds
One second you’re so high and the next so far down
Pouring rain on a day all you want is the beach
It’s constantly chasing a destination you can’t seem to reach
Dying everyday but somehow you’re alive
It’s wanting to give up, but still you survive

I can feel the emptiness in your smile
Don’t know anymore if this will last a while
I understand your confusion
My own heart’s in a delusion
Don’t hurt me
I know the lies from your eyes
I see the end, I can’t comprehend

I wanted you for a long ride
You wanted to test drive
Told me I was a familiar soul
I’d rather die than see you go
Left one last kiss on your lips
Suddenly I’m okay again
Clinging to false realities
Our story, A modern day tragedy

Oh, lover but you left me burned
Oh, pain but you helped me learn
Said I’d see you again but never returned
Time for my heart to come to terms
I’m on my own again your silence confirmed
I only trust myself
No more losing me to someone else

I would never let you see me cry
Won’t tell you I’m hurt I’d rather lie
So instead of explaining I’ll say goodbye
I’ll roll up my green and I’ll get high
One day you’re going to realize
Broken hearts heal over time
But you can’t change your mind

Money is fake
And is taught to be the meaning to life
But the true meaning is love
And that’s why many lose the fight
We get so blinded by deception
Which leads our hearts to oppression
When we finally learn the answer to our questions
Is when we will finally accept the objective

Green clouds
Summer’s day
Ocean blue eyes
Glass ashtray
Everything feels alright
For once it’s okay
Living in this moment
Instead of yesterday

Everything seems to happen so fast
Just filled my tank and I’m already out of gas
Feels like life’s just begun but my youths already passed
Time is a concept I still have not been able to truly grasp

To be a kid again
For everything to feel new
Colorful holidays
Saturday cartoons
Imaginary houses
Wash off tattoos
Never would’ve thought
It’d leave me so soon

Detrimental
Opposite of gentle
Hazard to my health
Mainly my mental

Adrenaline to my veins
My favorite source of pain
Beyond insane
You stay on my brain

And even though you’re who’s toxic
I’ll take the blame
Cause only a fool
Would want your last name

You level me out, you set me free
When things don’t go my way you encourage me to see
That nothing is ever as bad, as I believe it to be

Darling don’t be a fool
You may love them
But do not do for others
What they wouldn’t do for you

You may love them
But you need to love yourself too

You’re like coffee in the morning and cartoons on a Saturday
Breakfast at dinner time and warm weather on winter days
Everything right in my world when it all went the opposite way
My sense of peace, the remedy to make my worries fade away

You need to watch how you spend your time
Putting others first and leaving yourself behind
Ignoring red flags and misreading the signs
Granting others serenity only to lose your own mind

Every time I think it couldn’t get worse
It does
It feels like the world is testing me
But with each heartache
The stronger I become

I wonder if you think of me
When the sun no longer shines
When the ocean waves meet your feet
When you read a clever rhyme

I wonder if you miss me
On a cold February day
On the nights you need someone to talk to
When the world doesn’t go your way

I wonder how you remember me
Like a flower in the breeze
Or a home caught in a hurricane
Bringing civilians to their knees

I wonder how you’re doing
If true love has swept you off your feet
If you’ve finally found real happiness
If this is it or again we’ll meet

I want to tell you I miss you
I want to admit my wrongs
I want to tell you I love you
I want to see you just because
I want to be the bigger person
But I’m still scared of the aftermath
Don’t want our situation to worsen
Can’t chance losing my other half
I don’t know how to tell you
In a way you’d now understand
We used to do everything together
You used to be my right hand
I miss you more than ever
Feels like I lost my best friend
Please don’t change my meaning of forever
Because our love was never supposed to end

Half truths
Are full lies

She took care of me
And I took advantage
She was my clarity
I took her for granted
Thought she’d never leave me
Since she knew all my damage
But she finally stop believing in me
Because her heart, I mismanaged

I blocked you from my social
Burned all your clothes
Threw away every love letter
Deleted you from my phone
Tried to dead you in every way possible
But whenever I’m on my own
Every memory of you plays in my head
So I’m never truly alone

When your friends become family
And your family become foes
But then your friends become distant
And you know how this goes
Yet I still pull myself together
Putting forth all effort to be strong
Telling myself it’ll get better
That this feeling won’t last long
But as much as I try to ignore it
Nothing really is the same
I’m not perfect in this I’ll admit
I’ll even take half the blame
I kept my feelings buried
I left you high and dry
And as fine as I seem without you
We both know it’s a lie
Missing you is the worst heartbreak
I need you next to me
Instead it’s a empty ***** bottle
And a sea of misery
I pray that you’ll come back
That there’s more to you and me
‘Cause I need you to be on track
And we have so much more to see