Simone13

Simone13 Dec 2020

I am a lighthouse
My light shines you ashore
Away from the boulders
When you can’t see Anymore

I am a lighthouse
I guide you through the storm
But when I am used
I am not wanted anymore

I am your lighthouse
But still I am alone
My purpose is solely
To guide you back home

#lighthouse #sad #alone #used #wanted #shore #simone #home #storm #unwanted

Simone13 Jul 2020

TIRED

I am tired
I am young in my bones
And empty in my heart
My mind feels hungry
But my head feels broken

I don’t belong here
The future seems scheduled
And my life on repeat
The days feel empty
Nothing has meaning

I wish I was old
To see the bigger picture
live in the past when it had meaning
To miss the things I took for granted
But mostly to forget this world
A world filled with nothing

This poem is about life today. Where young people are pressured by a cruel and uncaring world. A world that destroys some young minds and empties their hearts , at a young age. That they wish they could be like their elders who finally understands life and the confusion of it all.

#sad #tired #bad #empty #alone #world #cruel #pain

Simone13 Aug 2019

I want to feel

People take it for granted
And just assume that everyone has it
To feel themselves be captured
By something they won't admit

To feel the pain
That consuming torture
To have that warm beat in your chest
Spreading like wildfire

To feel what
I want to feel

Not when the music starts
Or when a novel ends
I want that constant suffocating feeling
That gives my life meaning
I want to be whole and broken

I want what words can’t explain
Or letters can't decode
I want to be torn apart
And sowed back together
I want to feel my stomach drop
when life nocks me down
I want to feel my vocals rip
When i cry

I want to feel
Like something to someone
I want the emotion of knowing
I ment something
I felt something

To feel the raw emotions
Of being human
Not this numbness

Not the dread of the sunrise
knowing It will be gone

#feelings #numb #torn #consume #alone #sad #want #gone #numbness #unloved

Simone13 Aug 2019

Who am i

Who am i
But a speck of dust
Buried between a dessert
And a world to large to perceive

#alone #world #desert #whoami #buried #truth

Simone13 Nov 2018

Unrequited

Mabey it was just the days
that seemed prolonged

My mind that resurrects the dead
To the reaches far beyond

Fatigued i let myself wander
Fulling false emotions blurred by imagination

Confined in my prior self
Till Im a tyrant to my own degradation

The bittersweet animosity of false hope
Like watering a blossom in hopes of a willow

My self-pity only absent in my dreams
had i wished they where nightmares not long ago

Strangled with fists and stains my pillow bears quotes i suffocate through

That quote
Go to bed
He’s not thinking about you

When you love someone, but that love is not returned.
You know this as a fact ,yet you still torment yourself by hoping

#alone #hate #loss #pity #dreams #falsehope #degradation #unrequited #love

Simone13 Sep 2018

Ink stains

quills unburdened cuts
small as threads

some words are better left undone
then said

little by little
day by day

but for paper they’re scars
that won’t fade away

each beat is stained
flowing with ink

but it goes more unnoticed
than you think

even if they try to mend those
they seep through

papers pages will never
be brand-new

The words people tell sometimes ,they leave scars and even if they beg for forgiveness... sometimes you can forgive but you struggle to forget

#scars #words #ink #simone13 #pens #paper #stains #seep #forgiveness #threads

Simone13 Aug 2018

Dawn

Like an aberration
A colossal of ways
Is when the moonlight
Meets the sun raise

                                           Time-lined asphalt
                              Orb shadowing the dawn
                          Avoiding flickering wounds
                                                   By moving on

Like a neighbor
A wall mould to clay
That is the burden
Between night and day

#dawn #moon #simone #sun #distance #burden #moonlight #orb #clay #mould