A fierce arsenal of beauty to which words cannot convey
Striking from the highest realm of the heavens
A heroine insearch of a taste of defeat

Beast of burden,
taking what they can give;
priceless because it's not for sale .

She is the summer sky, on working days.
Always pouring love, sprouting joyful laughter.
There is no drought, smiles on smiles.

She sowed seeds of doubt in my heart,
they sprouted to weeds of insecurity.
Twisting and choking the life out of me.

Smoke fills the lungs, the brain pays the price.
The ******* I snort up my nose, prescribed to cure me.
The capsules I chew, burn my insides slowly.
Off the shelf syrups no longer quench my thirst.

Sharing is caring.
A worn path, leads further from the truth.
Having paid my dues, kept my promises.
Sacrificed everything for something
Honesty is the best policy, or nothing at all.
A free man, I might be one.

The embers of your eyes, thaw my heart and summon my smile.
Here and now, our little death.

Polar opposites Attract
Different scares everyone
Terror surfaces love

Flocks of plumage together
Familiarity soothes fears
Certainty surfaces indifference

Desire follows arousal
Happiness is voluntary submission
Violation surfaces hate

Guns, hounds and a desire for stew.
Familiars watch from a distance.
Wounded and surrounded, the blood trial betrays;
and these small feet are all l am.

A dream stirs my soul
Truth that loved you
Wrecks my heart
Numb is all I am
Thank you.

An oath before God and men
To never judge at all times
To love them all the same
And still I find myself
On your flank

Lightning flashes, thunder rumbles.
The cat meows to the pleasant aroma.
Dogs whimper to the frosting cold.
The good encourage potential,
and the worst cannot let things be.

I wanted her respect,
but I had to earn it.
She wanted my attention,
and I knew not love.
She was a princess,
and I was a beast.

The encroaching swirl of passion.
A frozen image of two.
The lesson is a sad, lonely one.
Grinning on the way to the gallows.

All my friends disappeared with night
I can't wait to retire, to care for; to be cared for.
To starve, a shot in the dark.
A lifeless system, numb to core.
Caring more to be loved, has all my love.

The portal to home.
Where the ocean meets the sky,
and the wind whistles.

It wasn't easy to be happy for you.
After all you were all my reasons,
but all I was caged you.
Seeing you with him and not me.
Oh, what a beautiful sight.

The fear I feel stirs curiosity in my soul,
For you are the ever towering light.
My eyes only see in your presence.
When your flame burns out,
I become one with the darkness.
Your return is only but blinding
And your touch is golden
So I walk out to you blindly

Loving you for barely speaking,
stable and reserved.
The one to keep my secret.

Blue flames sprout from a spark.
A toast to the cook!
Wood clothed in cold shinning silver.
White or red?
Stuffing the darkened, deepest pits ever.

To the wind, dance and song.
A desire as old as tale, to have and hold forever.
Throughout life and beyond death.

A stenching love
Sinking down darkest depths
Scared and mutilated
Awaiting to escape the nightmare
To nothing as before birth

Attraction isn't choice, but love is and it is for everyone.

Slaves wherever I lay my sight,
slaves to oppressors,
slaves to our will,
slaves of fear,
slaves of love.
Slaves to serve
our masters.

Born unto trouble
My rainbow is overdue.
Girding up my ***** before demands.
My help is in me.

Its wise to pretend than to show,
and if you do; better it only be your rage.
Like thunder rumbles and lightning strikes.
For the settling of the storm,
welcomes the appreciation of the calm.

Don't associate with love.
It seeds doubt and turns you inside out.
To stand for it is to stand for nothing.
There is no fate worse than that.

It was beautifully blinding like the morning light.
Wet eyes staring at your picture as the flames engulfed it.
Defeated I retreat to smoke out the pain,
Like a wounded lion dragging; what remains of its pride.

All experiences pursued, withered the soul
Losing the leaves to the dirt
All experiences welcomed, strengthened the whole
In the wind, In the rain

Plunged off the edge of the precipice, burning to know if I can swim.
Waves rock back and forth, the ocean whispers to me; sinking to the deepest of the deep.

The temerity to flee moments of stillness
Bingeing on decolletage, bingeing on derriere
Time subduing restraint without tantrums
Sentiment moving us, sentiment consuming us

Knowledge without experience.
Blind beasts corrupted by desire.
Pearls to the swine.
No one's slave, no one's master.
Unto others as unto you.
Lies screaming to be celebrated.

I live in fear of becoming.
The dream of being something over nothing.
A life on the edge.

Love is real as death.
Respect to persons is an illusion.
Strong enough to resist, yet too weak to prevail.
Our innocence is ephemeral.

Growing up without mother's love, with only the sky to look up to.
The current would wash me up where it wandered.
The world could only pity for my kind.
Channeling my burning rage into my trade, earned me a small fortune.
The skies were clearing and with that a blinding light emerged.
The light shone in my eyes and the warmth touched my skin.
Trading all I had and was to own the beautiful star, without realizing the light had a mind of its own.
I lost my freedom, together with the memory of my mother.
Chained and conquered by love. I take what I can and wait in line.

Every truth whispered
A sentence of lashes to the preacher
Every truth lived
A dagger to an enemy within

Ascending to Fall, Descending to Rise
Good is not all good, bad is not all bad
Gravity weighing down on us to the salty seas

Looking back at us strikes me as the best of years.
You were always screaming,
and I motionlessly anticipated something.
The tension sparked an undying love in me

Confrontation is useless, Consequences are not.

Believing, you raised the bar beyond my reach.
I stretched and eventually snapped.
Maybe I needed another chance or a little time.
The memory of failing myself haunts me,
but that of failing you cripples me.

Death is the future,
Though it may not be the immediate future.
Now is all we truly have,
for it's the only thing we gain and never lose.

The best result comes when everyone in the group,
does what's best for him and the group.
Anything else is Self neglect.

Having conquered myself and others.
A stream through the mountains.
Where I have found and created a way.
I yearn for a worthy opponent,
A different vantage point.
Preferably that radiates heat and light.
Transcending beyond belief.

Is the pursuit of a humble mountain,
without a ******.
Like Aang and the four elements.
Like Son Goku and the Autonomous Ultra Instinct.

Dogs chasing their tails
Women after the elixir of youth
Men pursuing the love of their life
As the wind getting somewhere