He no longer thinks for one, he thinks for two An immediate thought of me and you Without hesitation, singular becomes plural In this sense of new As "I" turns to "us", and comfort to trust This uncontrollable love growing is a need, a must.
I enter a dark room I search all over Can't find my innocence Can't feel any sober I see him, sitting on the couch Directly in front, I begin to slouch "Hello dad" - words I'll never say As he decided, that was the day In the dark, he played a game "If you leave, I'll blow out my brain" No one to protect me, I gotta get away Don't touch me daddy, I will never be the same Leaving the house, closing the hidden door I hope I never witness the gore
Cold washes over descending lower and lower I grip onto my own being but rejected again, I can't stop seeing please take out my eyes, take out my mind Shaking and bending No concept of time The sore returns, replacing my spine I beg and I plead, give me a sign I cannot seem to get out of my mind But despite it all I'll still manage to say, "I'm just fine"
Drifting away in a day can't focus now; can't seem to stay. Dissociating when it's not okay; people everywhere, yet the feeling isn't sought. I'm shaking in past, feeling distraught. I am here, but I am not.