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 Jun 2018 shakila
 Jun 2018 shakila
i’m sorry.

i know i will never find
a love like yours,

but then again,

maybe your love
wasn’t what i was
looking for to begin with.
hello people, i just received a good news from a job im applying for so i wasnt able to reallt focus on writing as often. please forgive me.
i have a lover like no other,
and i can't explain him.

he's a writer.
he's lighter in a pocket,
a doobie, doobie doo.

he's my flashlight,
lighting me
up like the sun's

he's an old man,
a young man,
somewhere caught
in the middle days.

twenty-four and
is what he says
he is,
but my god,
that isn't even
a percent of him.

he's a lion.
he's a lamb.
he leaves me in shambles.
he brings me back together.
he's my **** day camel.

i can't even write something
as perfect he.
he makes me ramble.
i'm babbling.

he's looking at me.
my heart is fluttering
like it hasn't in years.

i'm muttering even
when i'm in tears.

he can't be explained
with words or actions.

all  you can do is take him in
like the ocean,
crashing into me.

you think you know it,
but you never will.

and that is the beauty
of why i love him.

i have a lover like no other,
and i can't explain him.
i have a lover like no other
 Jun 2018 shakila
4 in the morning and the thrist for rest had not stopped its fight

I try to isolate my ears from these threatening voices at night

I suffocate my face with my hands and arms to make the place seem darker

My eyes wouldn't fall for it. It only made the sleep all the more harder

My nails clenching into my skull as I try to cope with this pain

Dear God of the heavens show mercy, my eyes are red and burning... and I'm going insane
......I can't sleep... nature had won... alright lord.. what do you want  from me?
open up your mind for me
let me in,
tell me your biggest
and darkest fears.
open your mind
and watch me fall in love.
 Jun 2018 shakila
 Jun 2018 shakila
Eyes wide shut in a poppy seed slump
Slow motion moves my blood as it pumps
Cold and coping with pale powder bumps
I find my crutch in a poppy seed slump

Dumb and numb, opioid ****
Laying limp in a rut

*** on the run, opioid rust
Praying lips of a mut

Dumb and numb, opioid rust

Cheap opioid ****
 Jun 2018 shakila
Kelsey Rhoads
If you are a suicide survivor
Inbox me your name
And I’ll add it to my tattoos of others

You guys mean the world to me
And I have my own name on my arm
Because I too, am a suicide survivor.
Inbox me your name. Make this go viral so I get names. Hopefully it inspires someone to fight a little harder. Anyone wanna join me?

If you understand I’m sorry. Stay strong friend.
 Jun 2018 shakila
 Jun 2018 shakila
I feel heavy
As I drift
In the sea
That I bleed
Down I go
To drown alone
In this sea
I made for me

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