Serrated dawn
Carnivorous night
Who's teeth I fear
But do not flight

I welcome thee
Cyclopean spire
Carcosian sea
Hatur's eyless ire
Becomes me

With stars of ebon twilight
and Aeons countless
Nyarlothotep's sight
I make for the Mountains
of Madness

Am I the only one that has their demons feasting upon their souls?
They say it is easy to tie a noose around your mind,
To overcome the urges and temptations of ending your life with a suicide
They don't know the true pain and torment that is going on in my head
An epic battle that leaves me with restless nights in bed
"End your life already" they say, as they prey on me during my weakest hours
Sometimes I give into the voices, carrying the sharp blade to my wrist
Crying as I struggle to mutter three powerful words that keeps me going
Choking on my sobs, my lungs deflate with a desire to say that God loves me
I try to convince myself that God is trying to test my faith
And to just wait, wait and wait
Then my Demons will eventually go AWAY.....



~Imperfect Desire **

The carrion that swarm
The veil upon my eyes
Grief of god keep me warm
Victim of needless "why's?"
Truth without a trace
Entropy with a face

I am the length the bullet travels
I am the  shadow of the sun
I am the voice that is broken
I am the hand that holds none
I am the true lie that unravels
I am resolve that remains unspoken

The crux of the mile
Every shattered smile
Sic Semper Tryanus
Flies forced upon us
The last nihl
That's finally worthwhile

Of all your miseries I am your favorite
That deadly illusion you can't seem to quit
I can see plainly your chamber *** of love is full of ****
Promises you never could keep
Half-truths and lies stealing my sleep
Sweet Nothing, Sweet Nothing
Lost in tenebrous deep
Sweet Nothing, Sweet Nothing
Black angels do not weep

So I jaded my heart with brass and gold
Put salt into my blood to keep it cold
I crushed all built with that sundering sound
As I took all you loved and razed it to the ground
Sweet Nothing, Sweet Nothing
Your choices are your sentence
Sweet Nothing, Sweet Nothing
The cycle will be your penance

I rubbed shoulders with the man you dare to call yours
On my way out, before I could even start closing doors
Despite all my love, despite all forgiveness
My soul molds black, god as my witness
Sweet Nothing, Sweet Nothing
As you drift off in reverie
Sweet Nothing, Sweet Nothing
I hope my face pains your memory

Hope is inside
Thus denied us the virus
A plague of one
A parasite with a gun
Loyalty to none
Infectious
Select us
Vaccinate
What you cant create
When originality died
You locked the contagion inside
You lied and theived
Cheated and deceived
Put down the old and lame
Children starving an maimed
Humane
Insane
A claim to the throne
Your god cant condone
To leave your pension alone
So when the day ends and they win
Your blood holds the contagion