It's that big chill factor,
Of knowing there's a
Huge barrier between...
It's name;Distance.

D-ividing me and my
I-mense happiness.
S-olidly and
T-angibly in the way of
A-ny true bliss of
N-ever having to
C-onceal my true identity. My
E-terenal Distance

Crying is to the soul,
as vomiting is to the stomach....
it gets rid of all the crap and impurities.

R----Run down heart, but still I care.
O----Oblivious to who really loves me.
Y----Yelling on the inside, at the
G----Girl who is greatly lost, by the
B----Blown out heart
I-----In need of someone REALLY real.
V----Violently searching for something
different from the rest.

Poison running through my veins, your blood.
Running through me, like water from rivers.

Given to me as a forced gift.
But I have no choice, the choice was yours.

A blessing? More like a curse.
My choices aren't my choices.
My eyes, aren't my eyes.
My face, a mere reflection of your own.

My friends are my family, not you.
But my life is my life, mot yours.
"She's what you have to look foward to" they say.

They fail to notice, that I am not you.
I am ME.

I do not act like you acted,
I act like ME.

Despite the similarities,
we are strangers.

But you've done one thing right.
You've given my friends, someone
who genuinely cares about them.

Just one more thing you failed to do.