Egyptian blue cosmos
injected into my swollen,
bleeding veins

Falling into the
ethereal, eternal existence
as I see the void
as it truly is
vast and golden

The light and dark blind
my weary eyes & lead
me onto the unknown path

Infinite waters, we dive deep
for we are the protectors of everlasting
light & light we must seek
The others may dabble in the
dark,
fear not they will reap
what they sow & stay down below
for in these infinite waters
of love & light
we dive deep

the only truth
lies in energy,
music,
and poetry

Languid limbs sprawled out
between the reckless desires
of night passing

Hour by hour my
heart further submerges
into a toxic potion

infinite desires
cross my mind
for I am merely
a mortal in this unearthly
existence

My eyes set in stone
on the daybreak dream
and the wind cries
for me to escape
into the rolling waves
azure blue, azure blue

The night
and what it
does to a soul

Love
and what it does
to a heart

All it was
is all it
could have been
endless
realms
of possibility
cease to
truly exist

Let me be
your messy muse
I’ll light the
inspirational fire
then
let the fuse
burn bright
& fast
while
knowing
we shall not
last
Can't slow down
Driving quite fast

The joy
& the disdain
of being so young
The love
& the pain
Has yet to come

Motel six
Six doors
Six locks
Six mirrors
Six realms
It feels like the cursed
Linger in my blue bedroom
There’s a surfboard hanging
Above me
There’s a darkness hovering
Around me
There’s six places
I could be
There’s six people  
I could become
Motel six
Six doors
Six locks
Six silver
Spoons
Six bottles
Of honey
Whiskey
Which he sips, while
Slurring my name
And callin’ me pretty
Knowing he will
Leave
When the sun rises
Motel six

what was not said
kills me slowly like poison
dripping from my cherry
red lips, for he bruised
my heart & my hips

My mind sails away
in a purple ship
never here, never there
violent battles,
love
or warfare

Flying high
above pink
clouds swirling
into the cotton
candy skies
from earth
to ethers
like a prayer
in the night
closer to god
close to the sky
close
so close
to all that
is mine

Wading in the water
until my lips turn blue,
my days are spent
dreaming of you

My fingers shrivel,
my eyes are weary
sea salt strips my hair
of color, I'm turning darker
waiting for you
hoping you bloom

That little
piece of heaven
on my tongue
is gone

You and I,
the 405,
the sunshine of our rain
the storm of our own making
the never ending highways
the electric blue skies
the prophetic visions
you and I,
the 405
the clouds are high
so am I
you and I,
take the ride

Goddess of the sun,
free love divine
Laying delicate heads
where sun do shine

When it is time,
the love is mine
but I must not forget
it ain't all the time

My ideals
used to sway
like the wind
Now I stand firm
with the thickest
of skin

If you summon
for
me
I'll be
moon bathing
for the sun
is eternally
draining
my mind
is filled
with amethyst
rose
my heart beats
poetry
& prose

Venom

Drips slowly

Musky stream

Light & airy

Dizzying dream

Time

Ceases to exist

With this twisted

Fate

Purity is amiss

Logical thoughts

Dissolve like mist

Sunken eyed glaze

Clenching of the fist

China white

& Heart of black

Lay me gently

Into a bed of roses

Then let the thorn

Cut me deep

Blurry haze

Toss & turn

Erratic sleep

Sober somber

Is no longer

Mind of wit

In a fit

For sober somber

is no longer

the days pass slow,
like molasses on
the vine
I reminisce
of the days you
were mine,
I pray towards
the moon and
drink cherry
wine, in hopes
it brings me closer
to feeling fine

Grateful forevermore
for the trees,
the roots which ground me
to the present moment
the sea,
which calls for me
when change is needed
the sky, which
blinds me on some days
shining so brightly, to remind me
to dream a little more
dream a little wilder
the stars, illuminating
my darkness and exploding into
a million small pieces, reminding me
of the beauty in chaos
I am thankful for it all,
I dance once more
around the revolving sun
and bless my mind
- for when it comes undone
i have these words
to write once more
and the dreary winter
has much in store

Show me whom you are,
show me who you've been
show me the broken parts
and the
darkest realms of your mind
drenched in sin

Darling, I think you may find
we are birds of a feather
whom can fly
into the ethers together

So show me whom you are,
show me who you've been

I found him in the dark
alley on a lonesome
Wednesday night by the East river
Drinkin beer with his friends from
Forever
the boys who drink out of a
Paper brown bag and smoke parliaments
on their stoop until the night turns to day
And they can’t fill their minds
With liquor anymore, so instead
They take the metro down to work
Well, I felt like in that moment
He was exactly who I needed him to be
He made me feel alive
and electric
And bought me beer
until the bartender said
"no more"
We kissed until
My mouth turned
blue
he never let me out of his sight
cause he knew if he did, I may never return
i laid on him like nothing else mattered
It was only us in the red booth in the back
Of the dive bar
it felt like 1985
He read me poetry
and lit a joint
I said I don’t smoke
But I made an exception
His eyes lit up the entire room
When morning came,
I knew we wouldn’t feel the same
When the sun rises
And the liquor dries
It never feels the
Same

Sunset as subset
for hope, while the
sun rises early morning
dawn
my heart rises
& leads me into
the new age

There's a white horse
riding off into the distance
and I think I'll follow
my daydreams swirl me
into the daylight
for the sunset
is subset
for hope &
existence

write your verses
speak them into
the wind
let them fly,
fly high amongst
the breeze

write your
name into
the trees
etch them in
and be free

leave your mark,
leave your woes,
embrace the day!

Waves roll thru
the peaks and valleys
at high tide noon

viridescent sea
calls to my shores
a call to action
for change is running me
high and dry;
leaving me to inhale
your sigh

Waves roll thru the
valley of my mind
high tide noon
the time to come
has come too soon
for change is calling my name
again, and when the West
summons, I'll wade in the
water until the waves turn blue
I no longer wait
and wait
for you