Blue eyes that remind you of the Atlantic Ocean,
I get lost in them over and over,
Drowning in its gaze.

Short blond hair that I watch flow in the air,
Sunlight beaming through its curls,
A beautiful scent I smell when I kiss your head.

Pure soul that makes you believe heaven is real,
Creates a new addiction you can’t break,
Wrapped in her grace.

Lips you can’t pry away from,
Hips that I’m glued to,
A pinky I can’t let go of.

Does it get harder everyday?
The darkness doesn’t seem to fade,
There's something in my head killing me.
I should tie a noose around my mind,
Tell it I’m in control.
I’m stacking up problems that are unnecessary,
In some odd way,
There's comfort in the panic.
Paranoid I may seem,
But the world seems like its out to get me,
I didn’t make the choice to let mind get so ******* messy.