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Andie Sep 2018
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Andie Sep 2018
It sits at the base of the stairs
that lead to the attic;
It sits on the landing floor just
before the basement door;
It rests in a liminal space.

Big, person-sized, it fills the end of the hall
way in the very back.
Carved by an entrepreneur de pompes funèbres with
a knack for carpentry and a deep
undying love for her husband.

Glass inlaid reveals the gears
within, once plated in bronze
but now with only a dull luster.
They haven't been treated gently
by that which they keep.

Two massive pendula swing
back and forth, back and forth, alternating
currents, propelled by springs
set in motion long before
Louis XIV lost to William III

The children like to sit and
watch the hands spin with the
pendula "tick" "tock" "tick"
as the face and hands are a
mottled bronze to match.

During Black Mass it's best not to
watch though. For sometimes a smell
emanates from the spaces between
the gears, "kcit" "kcot" "kcit" si
lla uoy raeh, dna emit seog
                                       sdrawkcab.
When will it be Halloween?
Andie Sep 2018
our moon circles about the earth
our earth circles about the sun
and yet I don't feel like I'm spinning

My head is clear, my eyes are closed, my heart is
open and I am alive

The past is over and the future is far away and
here we are now; Living
breathing, an existence

absolute in its simplicity enigmatic in its complexity

my life's ephemera flashes before me as I stand in the same
realm I did last year, the same position in the void of space
calls to me

and as I sit, wafts of the Darjeeling mixing with bubbles of music, June, I know that I am happy. I know I am ready
Andie Sep 2018
strawberry milk tea
doesn't mix well with coffee
"oh, you taste sweet!"
older and younger meltaway
as the sun decides it's the end of the day
but there wasn't a lot
                of usable flesh
Andie Sep 2018
New Faces spin around my head, up and down
sharp jawlines, chiseled bodies, lips stained with fresh blood
a new one
long hair and soft curves, feel a ghostly hot breathe and you know
here we are, spinning around together, orbiting, vibrating
an old one
but a new one is all we need to forget an old one
ye olde stars always die, though not before we've found a new one
that's why the implosion hurts a little bit less
Andie Sep 2018
and spaces between us
you've come to show you'll go on
I'll show you
that I will too

After

From loving you came sunshine
and I lost my senses
rimmed in grey
we said we'd stay

February

I'll be late; don't worry I'm coming!
fingers flying vehicles veeringfatecolliding
what  are  you  talking  about?

Before

Never-mind, I draw the line
and fall like a teenager
[self destruct] and show up
like, and idiot

I don't need a dozen roses, you ain't gotta wine and dine me
just get all emotional, I wanna see you looking up

sensation overwhelms me
but this time it's not your touch
and in my black-tinged vision
I don't see you
Andie Aug 2018
the only thing we have in common, as spaces bends us apart
is the passage of time and the bruises we exchanged
space - yours fly by, reshaping your reality
           - mine sits frozen, allowing 985 to build a divide
           -
           -  and bruises heal, as memories change and fade with our
              common passage of time
if all i am is a faint smile between your lips
                            im happy
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