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Roxana Feb 2021
Hi. I miss you. Hi. Where are you. Bye. You left with a chip on your shoulder yet we are getting older and transforming for the better so we could perhaps end up together. Bye, you said and now you are gone. You were my home, but the tone in your voice I could sense wanted more. But not now. I mean, how? Karma is at play here I am no fool, do you think it's cool, to make me so crazy I forget all the rules? Hi. You're back and I'm better than the past learning the hard way I was like okay I get it I know it I feel it I sense it my mind's eye like a sensor going a million miles a minute as I reminisce on us, love or lust?
Roxana Feb 2021
Dear you
I hope you're doing well
I can't really tell
It's been awhile
That we haven't said hi
Sometimes it makes me want to cry
But tears are for my alone time
Where are you now I wonder
As I stand under the rain and thunder
Perfect place to hide my tears
Like I don't care if it'll be years
But I do
And so do you
Mistakes were made
Misunderstandings like a plague
We are so different
Yet I see what must be learnt
I can't wait for the tables to turn
But this time I'll let the fire burn
So bright, everywhere
And without a care
We will be together I hope in my heart
And it'll be like a piece of art
Cause I love so deeply
And you are really
Very intelligent and wise
I have much to learn from you before the sunrise
But it'll have to wait
Because now there's only hate
On your part anyway
I wish there was a way
For me to open my heart to you
And for you to accept it too
I sense you in the world
Roaming about in your own world
I honestly want you to find happiness
And I will too so I can rest
And we can just vibe together
And actually enjoy the weather
Between us
Love or lust
Look I just miss you so much
But I'm not in a rush
The ball is in your court
I said what I had to say on this route
It's time to move on
But how do I live on
When I feel you in my heart?
When I hope for you to feel the same?
I don't even mind if we are just friends
As long as you're in my life
Honest
Roxana Feb 2021
Here I sit day dreaming

Wondering

If I'll get a millionth chance

But I don't think things will change
We were intoxicated

But I really thought we'd make it

Although it wasn't really me

And it wasn't really you

I know you might not love me

But I pray for you peacefully

I know you are strong

I hope you remember that

I know I was wrong

I took advantage of you

I didn't see what I had

And the potential that could be had

I'm so sorry
Roxana Feb 2021
As I stare at the dark sky I wonder, where is the moon? It comes back every month, but I still look through the darkness, my old friend, my shadow. You can leave, shadow, I don’t mind. Everything and everyone does eventually. But this isn’t a pity party. This is me, myself and I, reigniting the fire within.
Roxana Feb 2021
The moments that pass me by

The way I try not to lie

Honesty in its purest form

To everyone, it should be the norm

Who do you cry to

When life makes you do you

Ever changing work in progress

This life is just a test

Deeply in my soul

I feel the currents splashing

This world is so cold

People fighting and smashing

Each other down

In every town

The violence is everywhere

Yet no one seems to care

In their safe little bubble

Not sensing the trouble

Change is on the way

Listen to your soul to understand the way

To go

To flow

To fly
Roxana Feb 2021
I follow the flow of the universe within me

We were born to be and to live divinely

Truth respect love and support
I yearn for a closer rapport

With you and with the world out there

Humanity is struggling everywhere

Balancing the aspects of my personality

I do these things to attract higher frequencies
Vibrations and such

It can never be too much

I wonder and I ponder and I explore the mystical
And I truly give it my all

It’s important to set goals and to achieve them all
Because soon it will be my last call

Success is my only option at this point

And I am taking steps towards this joint

Little by little, baby steps

To success I say yes, I accept
Roxana Feb 2021
Energy never dies. It transforms.
We are energy.
This earth is energy.
The universe is all energy, the galaxies, the other universes, all energy.
Energy doesn't die, therefore it isn't born. It has always been here, as has the earth, the stars and the planets.

Time is man-made, but it is so vital to our existence that we plan and do everything that surrounds it, around it.

If you remove the notion of time, you will understand when I say there is no beginning and no ending.
It simply "is".
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