My whole life i hid behind the curtain of lies
so i can hide from the real me
but as i hid i got rug burn
from regret, depression and hate
irritating my skin from the curtains
I close my eyes to forget it all
and as the burn infected me
all people could see was the scars
so i went deeper and deeper into the curtains
and now i cant find a way out
because this darkness of suicidal thoughts
is coming in from all directions
and i dont know how to stop the burns
so i keep running deeper and deeper
then i realize i was falling apart
the rash had started to infect my bones
and was decomposing my ability to feel
to love
the deeper i ran the more of me i lost
then you came a long
you told me to come out
that it was okay
that you didn't care if i had burns
but i pushed you away
I didn't want you to follow me into the abyss
I cared about you to much
for you to get lost like this
all you said was
**open your eyes
your not in an abyss
your just hiding behind the curtain