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 Apr 2015 reisedvngill
vane
I may not the best daughter.
But you will always be the best Father.
Yes, I've been slapped, left and right.
But I know I deserved that.
And I'm thankful you do that,
So I will realize how wrong I was.
I always promise to do good
But I also broke that promise,
Cause every time I swear
Later on I'll do the same mistake again.
I tend to do bad things repeatedly.
Yet you forgive me no matter how worst it is.
I didn't love you truthfully,
But you and your love embraces me.
If it isn't because of your love I maybe in hell now,
Screaming in pain endlessly.
You promise to save me and go everywhere I go.
And you never fail to do that.
I cried becasuse of how happy I am,
To know that there's someone who's willing to die for me.
You gave me everything but I can't give you even a single thing.
I was so self-centered, I was so selfish.
But that was before.
It's true that you can't change yourself,
Unless you ask for God's help and guidance.
It is not only me who make accomplishments,
But it is also the Holy Spirit you sends me.
I admit that I can't keep promises
So I ask for your patience,
To always look for me.
I know you do and will always.
Thank you for making me happy.
I only need you in my life.
Cause for when I'm with you,
It was always beyond perfect.
a liitle girl who only have failures in life but because of her God she now have accomplishements. she never know how to smile from the heart but her God teach her. A girl who once a no one is now becoming a somebody. a little girl before but now a woman of God
Have i done something wrong?
Why is there an ache in my heart?
Why does it feel that my is falling apart?
Why is it that i cant breathe enough?
Why does life seem to hang from up above?

I guess i did something wrong, or else it wouldn't have turned out this way.
The person i cared for so much about, couldn't have just shut me away.

But i wonder sometimes, is it she to be blamed?
Wasn't it the right thing to do?
Wasn't i wrong to ask for something which wasn't mine?
Wasn't she right when she said, stop! i can't stay up-till 9.
Wasn't i mistaken to think that our lives were intertwined.
Wasn't i really pushing the envelope all the while.

I need to let her go now as she belongs to someone else.
I can't do this to her, can't tear her apart,
She is a little special, just like a lemon ****.
It has to be goodbye now, need to clean up my deeds.
Because i am getting addicted to her, and she is becoming my ****.
Memories of a place I know
Similarities in this far away view
I close my eyes and pretend its home
I close my eyes and I think of you

Pillows and sheets perfumed with your dreams
Together we fought and shadows we slew
I need your help to fight nightmares it seems
I close my eyes and I think of you

They see a lion, cold and proud
From the start I've seen you true
Kind loneliness you'd not say aloud
I close my eyes and I think of you

Sheets and pillows dampened with tears
Shadows so dark that I cant see through
Lying here in the quiet for what feels like years
I close my eyes and I think of you
On nights like this is when I miss you the most. My best friend, you are the home of my heart and my brightest thought in my darkest moments. Even in the summer, its so cold this far North without you.

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