"I am worthy"

Because
I am not a great teacher
Nobody says that
I can make a change
No one believes in me
Do not think that
I can make a difference
No matter what I do
No matter how much effort I put in
I help nobody
It is a lie that
I can do anything,
Because every single day I do my very best,
I am not going to lie to myself any longer,
None of my actions will be of great significance
I believe that
In the end
I am not worthy

We abused her
We didn't heed her warnings,
Her screams
Despite everything the we have done
to her,
She still warned us,
Yet we did not listen
And we're paying the price
For our ignorance


When will we learn
That our actions have consequences?

Roses are Red
Blood is red
I saw a dead body
lying on the bed
The stench of Iron
Right in front of me
Smelled of beautiful ivory

We are a kindled flame
From the day that we were born

Burning courage
Fuels of hopes and dreams

Speckles of optimism
Hearts of compassion

Minds of intelligence
Ingenuity
and Creativity

Bodies of steel

Unbreakable willpower

We are a beacon of light

But as time goes on

That flame flickers

and dies

And then it takes over

A douse of doubt is all that it needs

Until it overcomes you

That is the power of fear

For it, nothing is unbreakable

That burning flame

will soon turn into a remnant of what it was

For even the brightest of lights
will cease to exist

But the embers that remain

will soon create another light

brighter than it was before

To continue its purpose

To continue the cycle

For that is the circle of life

Lies
painted in white
Lies
As bright as light
Lies
Told without spite
Lies
Told to make you feel alright
Lies
That blind you
From what is right
Lies
That hide the truth from sight

Lies that make you question
If telling them are good
or not quite

A lie is still a lie
Remember that

What to do when you're disappointed at yourself

Go outside at night time
Look at the sky
See those twinkling stars?
Imaging them as if they're all of your achievements
Not many right?
But think of this
There are millions of stars at the sky
Which cannot be seen by the naked eye
Because its too far away
Or
It's just really hidden

Got the memo?

If not


It just means that
You have accomplished more than you think
You just haven't noticed it
So
Be proud of yourself
And when in doubt




Look up above

Pain deep inside
Feelings that I try to hide
No matter what I do
it resides
Whenever you are
by my side
Knowing that
you will never be mine

They say that before you respect others
You have to respect yourself first
But what if you don't respect yourself?
Can you still respect others?
Do you still have the right to respect others?

To be honest
I don't really know



Answers will be appreciated
Thank you

Its almost over

Your journey is about to end

You lived a great life

You did what you could do

You had no regrets

Surrounded by loved ones

You felt satisfied

You face head on with a smile

As you venture into the unknown

You looked back

And saw their faces

Their sorrowful faces

And you thought

"Thank you for everything, I'll miss you guys"

You smiled

And waved your last goodbye

As you crossed the white line

Approaching your life's deadline

Leaving your soulless body behind

Cherry blossom trees
Sprouting leaves as
It blooms
As beautiful as the
White rising moon

The color resembles
Your two rosy cheeks
Your eyes like the
White moon as it peaks

Your voice, your hair
For me
You're perfect everywhere

You're flaws, you're faults
You're blunders, you're mistakes
Are what made me fall for you
In the first place

...


I remembered the mountain
Where we first met
When you saved my neck
From a dangerous.. I mean your dangerous "pet"

hahaha
that look on your face
As I ran at a fast pace
Was so priceless
that it was something that cannot be replaced

Laughter here
Laughter there
Laughter everywhere

We laughed together

...


At first glance
I already knew that we would be
The best of friends
Friends...
till the bitter end

But I never expected for these feelings
To grow so much more
These feelings
Started to soar
Soar high up in the sky
Knowing that it would be impossible
To make you mine

...


We spent more time together
And these feelings would grow more and more
And tomorrow
Even though it may seem impossible
I'll still try


Tomorrow is the time
that I will make you mine

...



Today was the promised day
Today was the day
Today was supposed to be the day
Today...
was....
supposed...
to......
be...
the.....
day..

....




Now I'm back here
To the place where it all began
To the place where we first met
Where we would always watch the sun set



Now I'm here at the top
Looking at the vast sky
Writing this poem of goodbyes
To you who was always by my side

Now gone
In a blink of an eye





This is for you and

Thank you for everything
My first love...

Teamwork makes the dream work!

Anything is possible when you work together!

You can do much better when you're not alone!



Is what they say


What a bunch of lies


Don't make me laugh


No world exists like that


That world's nothing but a fantasy


In reality


It's every man for themselves

Mirror

Mirror on         the wall

Why can't                         I recognise

my reflec                              tion at all?

I recognise the                    face and skin

But not the                       personality

within             within

Oh Mirror mirror

On the wall

Tell me

who

am

I

At

all?

Sleep is good
Cuz it's like food
But food's better
Since its tastier




And yes this is really stupid

I saw them
Crying
And I'd be
Lying
If I said that
I didn't want
To join them
Too
But my heart
Couldn't comprehend
What was happening
Before me
So I just sat there
Quietly
Not knowing
What to do

You grabbed
The rope and chair

And hanged yourself
In the air

You listened to
The voices and their pleas

As they celebrate
Your death with glee

You closed your eyes
As they smiled

As they partied
Like animals, so wild

For you have commited
A sin they craved

That has sent you
To your grave

...

You opened your eyes
And so far as you can see

Is an endless void
That you did not forsee

You regretted the decision
That you have made

But it is now
Far too late

You spend your days

Locked up in your room

Wearing your headphones

Listening to sick tunes

You hear the whispers

Calling out to you

Saying that

You should join them too

You told yourself

Not to listen

Not to indulge in

The lies they tell you

"It's fun here"

"they're waiting for you"

"what are you waiting for?"

"do it"

You turned the volume up

Louder and louder

The music gets louder

But the louder the music gets

The voices do as well

And terrifyingly

They become clearer

The voices of reason

Or are they lies?

You clutched your head

In confusion, not knowing

What to do

You screamed for help

But remembered that

You're all alone

"no one's at home"

"you already knew what happened"

"Were the only ones"

"Who could help"

"just listen"


You saw a rope


Nearby


And now is the time


To decide




What would you choose?

One chance to live

a million ways to die

So what is the reason

For us being alive?

"What's the point on living if you're going to die at the end?"
"What's the point of being alive if you're going to suffer from excruciating pain? "
"What's the point of living and being alive?"
And what's the point of you asking these questions?


Could you just appreciate the life you have been given for once?

I like food
Cause it tastes good
I hate vegetables though
Cause it tastes gross





Yeah... Idk why I wrote this

They say the Earth is round
Some say the Earth is flat
But I say the Earth is a triangle
Why?You ask
Cause why not?


Deal with it

I know I'm selfish
So eat a fish
I made a dish
That is grayish
*bow