I was born this way I can say, you love no one not even yourself you cry at night and yell, during the day you tell me to do better you loved me this way then I came out to you  and you cried and cried and left me alone I cried in the bed in the room that you put me in the windows that do not open with bars on both sides the door with no lock at least not on my side for my cuts that I hid I had to show but you did not accept me for who I was and said you left me all alone to die in a room with fluorescent lights that is where you left me left me to die, die in a room with no one alive

I'm watched every moment of the day I'm watched at night I'm watched for my mistakes but it is a blight for I wear a mask that nobody can remove I wear a mask that is never going to be see through I hide my scars I hide my cuts I hide the way I feel and I'm still in a rut you say you love me you say you care then why did you leave me in such a despair why do you say you watch me at night when all you do is leave me to cry

Nobody loves me nobody cares nobody picks me peaches and pears nobody offers me candy and Coke nobody ever laughs at my jokes nobody helps when I get in a fight nobody does my homework at night
Nobody misses me
Nobody Cries except me in the night with tears in my eyes.

The sky shines so bright in the night I think my mind will explode with  colors untold.

Why oh why is it so easy to cry
Why do I feel like I'm running out of time.why do I think I'm going to die, if all I do is cry and cry.

Perfect here perfect there perfect everywhere if this is what you want then I'll bye you the most perfect barbie doll in the world but by then you'll have moved on and sing a different song but my heart will groan and moan till I'm pretty plastic perfect.

My wonderful mother you've done so much.

M is for the Millions of things you (should have) done
O ne of a kind(drinker)
T eacher and giver(of how ****** for money)
H heart of gold (gave away for drugs)
E her Eyes so bright (with selfish content)
R right about nothing.

If Hatred=love than I would **** you in a second. But if love=hatred then I'm already dead

Life as we know it is starting to end with loveless marriages and a hatred as far as the eye can see. What is the point if all we do is try to build a life and love  people if it all burns in the fire of  2020.

In the dark I don't I don't feel scared but in the light the monsters near with a mask I hide my fear.

In the day the monsters play in the night they stay at bay for monsters fear the way I say "I do"