I'd rather become a Titan and hate humans than being the only human in this inhumane world...

ఆ అందమైన చందమామ
నేడు అమావాస్య చంద్రం అయ్యిందా?
మగాళ్ళలో మానవత్వం చచ్చి,
మరణ మృదంగం మోగిస్తుందా,
ఆటవిక సమాజపు అరాచకం ఎన్నాళ్ళు,
అభద్రత భావం తో బ్రతికేది ఇంకెన్నాళ్ళు?
అర్థ రాత్రి ఆడబిడ్డ ఆరుబయట నడిచేనా?
బాపూజీ కన్న కల సాకారం అయ్యేనా?

I see bright colors today,
Is it just me,What do you say?
I feel the sun rays touching my soul,
While the sun smiles so bright like gold.
It has been ages since I had a morning like this,
I have always wished for something just like this.

Planes fly over my head,
Whooshing sound I hear,
I look up to the sky of stars,
Find myself lost in my mind wars.
I picture myself in the moon,
With my stained heart so gloom.
And then I fade away into the dark,
Fly away with the wind and the lark.

I miss my place,
I miss my people.
Want to hug them so tight,
Before the tears reach my cheeks.
Want to sleep on her lap,
Cry on his shoulder,
And  annoy him,
My mom,my dad, and my bro,
I'm missing you and love you so.

It pains to watch you fall,
From that sky of stars.
It hurts to enter the hall,
You left us with your scars.
You've been obsessed with your thoughts,
To the extend that you vanished into them.
It must've been hard to let it all consume you,
It must've been worse hiding all the pain with that smile.
And I despise myself for not being there when you needed someone,
I hate myself for not having your back in your hard times,
I regret all those times when I couldn't understand your struggle behind that fake smile.
I'm sorry dear friend,
I just want to make some amends.