My heart is my life force in more ways than one,
it channels my bloodflow, every drop of it so
rhythmically beating  bump-bump... bump-bump...
it will never stop until the end of my life course

my heart is a life force... and has its share of fun
it reaches out against my will to people that i know
and beats ever faster to a different tune thump-thump... thump-thump
when i think of her... she captivates my life force...

if i could have her, if i could be hers... i'd be there,
i'd protect her and caress her until the moon died
i'd embrace her and love her until her roar purrs...
i'd keep her close to me and hug her while she cried

Being sunshiney just isn't my thing
if it smiles too much I want it to leave
I live in the darkness, I like to hear it sing
but other than that I have a knife up my sleeve

I want to cut down all that's not dark
***** you sun, give me the moon
I want to bask under the stars in a lonely park
I wont tell you anything soon..

Just leave me alone, i'm coping just fine
don't talk about my heart, I know what to do
I mean, after all, it is MINE
I don't need any input from people like you

in my dreams i see dark skies
carrion birds flock'd in dark clouds
swarming a lone man before my eyes
clawing and tearing at the very last shrouds
i ducked behind cover and continued to stare
as they tore him apart and blood started to rain
down from the clouds that seemed not to care
that the ground already had one big ****** stain
i hid away quickly, my face streaked with tears
as a host of demons came, forming a whole
army of death, my darkest of fears
picking away at the poor man's soul
til nothing was left but his skeletal remains
locked in a death scream, begging for the end
but nobody heard him on the blood soaked plains
there was nothing left for death to send.
i searched about and longed for escape
but was quickly put down, poor pitiful me
this world i was in had only one landscape
death as far as the eye could see
hordes of the undead rose from their graves
eyes red and shambling before my own eyes
now they were death's little slaves
drawn out to my view by the dead man's cries
they looked straight at me, stared, then a shout
calling to them the demons and birds
i knew then and now there was no way out
i was at that point at a loss for words
i scrambled back, in an attempt to flee
but what do you know
they quickly surround me
it looks like this is the end of the show
i fell flat on my back and gazed up into the eyes
of a massive dead dragon, smoke pouring from he
the dead hordes shrieking piercing cries
dying down as they all took a knee
the black dragon bowed and started to speak
"welcome home master, we've missed you so."
i stared in shock and i began to feel weak
"it was such a shame that you needed to go."
they saw i was oblivious of what he spoke
this dream felt so surreal, it couldn't be clearer
it was almost as if i had already woke
one of the demons then brought me a mirror
had i been clutching this scythe this whole time?
had this billowing black cloak always shrouded me so?
did my shadow always dance around me, even with the sunshine?
my fears within were starting to go
as i realized i was home, in hell again.
i was lord Death, i felt it inside
something felt right and i laughed within
i knew there was ne place that life could hide.

What is a heart when it gets ripped from your chest..?
what is hope when its smashed upon the floor..?
what is life when its smothered by rest..?
what is my love when it walks out the door..?
why cant anything ever go right
when you work so hard, every day
just to see her that one night
and now I'm imprisoned by what others say
**** me now and drag me to hell
wait.. i'm already here, I always will be
shackled, locked inside my lonely cell
until such a time as its just her and me
I wish I could fly from my lonely estate
over the clouds and past the trees
into the arms of my redheaded mate
so I can carry her to the farthest seas.
but why does death lure my heart
like a mouse to a trap to be torn apart
why does he tempt me with false hopes
just to push me off of the steepest slopes
can't I just hide for an hour or two
so I can dream of me and you?
of course not they say, you belong to us
you're stuck here whether you like it or not
so you better not struggle and don't dare fuss
why even bother when you'll stay here and rot?
cant I even speak her name
without being talked down to
or instantly bashed with blame
I need someone to cry to..
but my howls go heard by only my love
who's pain only grows as my whisper is above
why can't we be together, my dearest mate
its obvious we were chosen by fate
but sometimes destiny is a cruel *****
and the only reward comes after it's left the door
oh please please, ***** me over more
its not like my life hangs in the hands of something more
wait... it does.. but its her who holds it, and asks for nothing more
I love her so much, why can't they see
i'm speaking so clearly why can't they hear?
why cant they leave us be
why do they want us near
and yet so far away that I can't think straight
why oh why cant I be with my mate?
hear my howl you cruel **** sky
you hold nothing but lies within your thighs
be gone with you or lest I shall curse you
leave me be or I will **** you
why do the heavens torture me so?
why the hell do I believe in them.. no.
I forgot, I don't anymore.
I'm done being the church's *****
I'm told what to believe left and right
but how am I to know what is truly right
I do not believe in the suffering I'm to endure
just to make sure that the clergy is sure
that I'm just like them, I'm not a **** sheep!
leave me be so I can get some sleep.
I am a wolf and I'll howl away
every **** night and surely the day.
my love, my love together we'll be
one day forever, I promise thee.
I don't need their ****** heaven
I'm already there when I'm with you
From that day on 12/7
you blessed me with life that I thought was gone
and now I wish you could hear my song
there's nothing more that I want in this world
not faith or religion or any of their jargon
I want you with me with our bodies curled
in lover's embrace, now that's a bargain.
love is my light, and you are my goal
cant they see that you make me whole?

Take a raven from its nest
and it shall show you which is best
a ******* rose that reeks of death
or basilisks fire, poison breath
wipe that smirk from 'cross your face
and go to hell to learn your place
the demons there will treat you well
that is of course if you can stand the smell
if after that you've learned your place today
then I shall allow your life
be thenceforth cleansed from my wicked knife
reaper reaper set me free
before lord satan sets fire to me
and burns my soul 'fore I can live
and finds some torture I am with
fly away on ******* wings
but know that when the fat lady sings
your soul is mine for the reaping
and your mind is mine for the creeping.

how can I walk so firmly
on such treacherous terrain,
a sheet of ice endlessly
soaked by acid rain.
my heart is set in stone,
this path is mine to take
I'll set her upon a throne
this is the future I will make.
two wolves, wild and free
howl our songs to gods above
from sea to shining sea
she is the one i love.
she is the one for me

An alpha, a wolf
She's addicting...
She's poison, a drug
She seeks to **** me
Destroy me...
She'll tear out my heart
Tear it apart
And **** me inside out...

But she'll take the pieces
Of the heart she tore out,
Bind it to her own
We'll beat as one
Its seldom been done
But one heartbeat
Shall keep us on our feet.
Never let us sleep
For a moment apart
Would **** us...
I ache when I'm not with her
Feels like earthquake when I kiss her
And I die inside when I miss her.
I love this demon, this wolf