They say as you age, time begins to tick by. Quickly, I've seen the truth of this scary yet unstoppable belief. In this moment, I have the power & ability to make the most out of my time on this Earth. I chose, to live. Shalom

Sincerely,
a servent

Let the love engulf,
wash along the shore,
drift from sea to sea,
body to body,
sprinkling down,
& showering the heart,
leaving you,
wide open,
to receive,
what people,
wish to have..

Don't,
love,
if,
you,
never,
plan,
on,

f.a.l.l.i.n.g..

I see now
why the grass isn't greener
on the other side,

I've felt the stab
of hopelessness
of finding
the
one,

I understand
the cries of
the
human
heart,

The desire to be loved,

I understand

Now that I've chosen
to make myself available,

The fishing
wishing your search
won't be long,

I understand

Now that I'm
exploring

I feel for you all..

& that is why,

I'll love
the One,

With all of me,

I'll cherish
the fact
my search
is
over,

I've lived
many decisions,

& the best one
would be
keeping my love,
Happy

I'll rejoice

For I know
what
creeps
in this
world,

Nothing but sadness
lies & interrogations,

I know
I don't have
to
explore
partner
after
partner,

To know
if I've found
the
One,

I'll know
bcuz I see
what lies
Beneath,

The world..

I fear dying,
before my potential is reached.

accepting I am human,
& accessible to sickness
& pain forces me to lean a little more to the sky above.

trying to find my voice and allow the vulnerability of my brokenness from within speak,
is an unknown breach of territory.

I am private & in this I am sensitive
to protect my inner self from feeling and being
exposed.

I hide behind a mask of uncertainty
so my sanity is protected

but I no longer can keep the
human sides of me secreted

here I stand,
unclothed & ready
to let every side of me, shine..

Sincerely,
a servant

Drowning into the shadows of the dark. As the wind blows, the leaves falls beneath my feet. I tread upon the earth, with heaviness of heart and bitterness of mind. Is this the end of me? Must I pull weights to bare the weight of this load? Burdened by the hues that flashes across my eyes. I am but a sunken human, floating ashore..