If my depression hits The darkest depth Then I’ll be in the Mariana Trench If my happiness gets to the top Then I have climbed Mount Everest And there’s no sign of stop If you spark my fire, there’s nowhere to go I’m at the boiling point I’ll erupt like a volcano My personality’s never what it seems I’m sad and I’m happy And everything between I’m hit by emotion No matter what road I take I’ve got too many feelings and there is no escape
Some days I am invisible Some days I am seen Some days my friends don’t notice me And some days they are mean
Some days people look at me When I say something weird Some days they don’t listen And some days they don’t hear
Some days people judge me On everything I wear Some days they don’t look Because they don’t even care
Some days people say That I need mental help But I bet that they won’t stress After I’ve killed myself
So if you’ve noticed that I’ve been writing a lot of suicidal poems lately, don’t worry. They are not about me and I don’t personally feel those things. But I have many friends that do so I write these poems to try and understand what their thought process is. I am completely fine.
I hug my shoulders tight While I’m standing with no light My hair flies in the freezing air While I’m screaming at nobody there I’m paralyzed in the cold of depression My happy smile has made a recession
I’m slowly disappearing Into a stone cold stare I see all the things I’m fearing I see my monsters everywhere
Im hearing laughs but they aren’t mine And slowly I start to cry My heart is breaking I don’t know why Stuck in the dungeon of my mind I think I might die
Cause they pull on the chains That are pulling me apart Frozen to the touch They’re wrapped around my arms Holding me tight Cause no one else will Lost the urge to fight So my body stands still
I don’t care if I’m in second place I just want to see your face everyday I don’t care if I’m your lover As long as we care about each other I’ll be okay I don’t need you to kiss me I just want you to miss me In some way I want to be in your life Even if it means I’m not your wife It’s okay if we’re just friends I just don’t want our kinship to end
Goodnight lover Goodnight mother Goodnight father Goodnight brother Goodnight goodnight Goodnight friends This may be the end Goodnight it’s time to sever All of our ties Goodnight maybe forever Goodnight And Goodbye
I cry, tears fall and I cry They fall and I cry Everyday I cry But I don’t know why
I don’t know what the problem is I just know it’s something I can’t fix I don’t know why I’m feeling this Just that me and happy don’t mix
I always feel sad and alone So I sit by myself at home Looking at everyone’s happy lives And thinking, I want to die
I think of everything Everyone Every moment That has made me sad Everything that made me feel bad My hearts beating like a drum Ba dum Can’t live like this Ba dum Can’t live like this Ba dum Can’t live like this Ba dum Can’t live
This poem is not about me. Just making sure no one is alarmed.
At dawn the sun rises It cascades it’s bright warmth upon the earth It lights up the land And shines a bright glow Over the crystal mountain peaks At dawn life starts Nightmares end Eyes open to the wonders of the world New beginnings and potential take place At dusk It sets What’s been done today stays It can’t change anymore Hopes and dreams fall with the sun Lives have ended today Thousands of minds have dimmed down and darkened At dusk my eyes awaken And I’m the only one left to see the horrors of the night
Hello poetry Good morning to you When I’m deathly bored This is what I do
I write down my feelings So they won’t ever escape But I make them look pretty All wrapped up in lace
I etch out my thoughts Where they will always remain But when it comes to me I don’t think I can say the same
Goodbye poetry I’m saying goodnight I hope you’ll see me again If I’m not out of time
No this is not a suicide note but one might look something like this. So if you see any poems with this nature please contact the poet and make sure they’re alive and stable. If they do have certain thoughts. Please try to change their mind.
You mean a lot to me So please do not leave You are the apple of my eye And all fruits would rot if you die
You may be running out of breath But that shouldn’t lead to your death You might be dripping tears from your eyes But that doesn’t mean it’s time for goodbye
If you feel empty I’ll fill you with love So you won’t float away to the above I’ll wrap you in a big warm hug To keep you from this grave you dug
So if you ever feel alone Just look back on this poem
If you ever feel suicidal please talk to someone. A friend, parent, counselor, trusted adult, sibling, lover, child, anyone. You could even text me. Even though I don’t know you, I still don’t want you to die. Because everyone matters in my life.
Pour the abstract water Into a sculptured mold Freeze it so it stays there In a timeless hold I can make you shiver Down to the bone You can’t break my heart Cause it’s stone cold But if you want the art Get rid of my statue You’d have to thaw my heart Just don’t burn it too
Frozen falling freezing flakes A land of over 10,000 lakes Blanketed with fresh white snow I wonder where the wind will blow It’s so cold even the land itself shivers Lot’s of water from the lakes and rivers In the summer the sun blazes In winter it’s foggy hazes Other states might feel inferior Because we have Lake Superior The gusts of wind as fast as light Great clouds of snow block your sight Whoosh goes the wind into a breeze It’s what makes our waters freeze I’m so glad to call this my home If you wish you were here, you aren’t alone
There are many paths to walk Beautiful scenic routes And cracked rocky dirt trails Some of them are dull and dark Or bright and beautiful Downhill and uphill But it’s much easier to fall down then climb up
You would need support Like a rope Most people need a hand to climb mountains And that’s what friends are for However some of us don’t have a safety net Our friends aren’t strong enough to climb the mountain And shoulder us along So we slip And plummet into the deep valley
Why do we fall? We fall because the burden of our emotions Is too much They weigh us down And gravity does the rest And the only way we can pull ourselves back up Is if we relieve the pressure If we let it all go
That’s why some of us write poetry We write it all down And trap our feelings in the poem Feelings deeper than the ocean They come in waves Wave after wave after wave And we are swept up in the tides Pulled and dragged Until it lets go Until we let go.
My frozen tangled hair hung over my shoulders The warm lights inside shone on the short, bulging, fiery, monster The frosted grass set the cold mood The dark woods as lonely as me And the leaves trembling in the cold wind I could see it all
My wailing cries echoed into the night Drowned out by the howling of the wind The slammed door still in my ears My pounding knocks on the locked gate And my sniffled begging to be let back inside I could hear it all
My fists against the big smooth doors The cold concrete against my feet My soft sweater hanging off my shoulders And my soaking tears as they fell I could feel it all
The shuddering breeze stung as I inhaled The faint waft of meat escaping through the cracks The stank of damp oak made me cringe I could smell all of it
I was locked out As I tasted my salty tears I could finally taste the memory
The pounding never stops Ba... Dump... Ba... Dump... It’s always there Especially when you are But if it ever leaves There will be a replacement Silence So quiet Yet so loud Silence drives me crazy It would eat me alive Swallow me whole Until my heart restarts But until it comes I’ll deal with the pounding Of my eager heart Waiting For your answer
Please don’t leave me My heartstrings crave for your presence Theyve latched on and won’t let go And if you go they might break They might rip from my heart They might unravel into shreds And tie me up by the neck Please don’t leave me Because I know my heart will follow And if it’s gets lost It can’t come back Then I’ll still be here In the dark, broken, empty, and alone And no matter how furious my water falls flow They will never fill the deep hole Please don’t leave me I need you You are the air in my lungs in and out But if you leave You’ll take my breath away And I’ll be speechless I can’t even scream your name Please don’t leave me Don’t leave me all alone again