I've spent too long
Wondering why,
Why when I do so much
For everyone else
Do they never
Do as much to help me?
Am I being narcissistic with that?
I want to say no
And I also want to say yes
Am I supposed to apologize for that?
How nauseating
Blaming myself
For things I don't understand
I wont blame myself for what you did
Are you serious?
Expecting me to just lower my head
And say
"Yes, it's my fault,
I'm sorry"
I wont anymore
I finally care about who I am
So no,
I wont apologize