Lance Peter Murray wrote this poem for me he passed away last year oct 9 will be one year since hes been gone
September 5, 2017 ·
every day that passes...
every second...
every minute...
every moment...
no matter how green the grass is...
or how much snow passes...

You are alive when I am awake...
I can't remember the last night that you were not in my dreams....
You are everything to me.

Thank you for your love...
mine for you is everlasting

YOU DON'T KNOW ME
You don't know the things I know
You don't know the way I think
You don't know the way I feel
You don't know how I deal
You don't know how I care
You don't know how I swear
You don't know how I love
You don't know how I feel
You don't know how I talk
You don't know how I walk
You don't know the pain I feel
You don't know cause you don't care
You don't know how I trust
You don't know how I burst into tears
You don't know I fight to stay a live
You don't know that's is why i'm me and you are you.

Tina lombardo

The stars shine so bright for everyone to see
The stars are so small but yet everyone can see
the stars always there listening ing as you talk
The stars see what you do when no one else is watching  and he tells the moon
The moon shines so bright when it wants to give light
The moon knows all your secrets
The moon and the stars share a bond that no one understands
The moon can help when you are lost or need a friend
The moon is alway watching and following you as you walk down a path
The moon gives light when darkness wants to stay around
so when the moon and the stars are out give thanks for they know all your secrets and will never tell them at night .

Words hurt but yet i do not feel
You see what you want to see not what i want you to see but yet i do not feel
You say so many things but yet i do not feel
I live as free as i want  but yet i do not feel
I go where i want but yet i do not feel
I want to learn and feel the warmth of the touch but yet  i do not feel
I lay down looking up at the stars wishing i could find the moon but yet i still do not feel
Maybe one day ill feel as free as the birds seem to be but until that day comes i will not feel

I close my eyes to the world for no one wants to understand me
I close my eyes to the world  for no one wants me around
I close my eyes to the world for no one want needs me
I close my eyes to the world for no one see me laying down looking up at the moon and the stars
i close my eyes to the world for on one takes time to say what needs to be said
I close my eyes to the world for no one has tame me
I close my eyes to the world  for no one can take down my wall
I close my eyes to the world for no one can hurt me
I close my eyes to the world for no one will ever be true
I close my eyes to the world

They say there ways light at the end of the tunnel sometimes  i feel like i see the darkness more than the light but when i sit an think about it the light its always there to guide you through the darkness and you don't feel afraid no more

If heaven had a place where i could go to visit you i would go in heartbeat
just to hold you again
to talk to you again
to kiss you again
to hug you again
to say i love you again
so i'll just sit here staring up at the sky knowing that  one day i'll see you again.