I am tired of being hurt by people,
tired of these lies,
the stabs that I been having,
I just feel hopeless,
feeling that they just don't care,
starve myself.. to make myself full of guilt,
lay in bed.. cries all night,
waiting on time to fly by,
but it become timeless.

Has anyone thought that anyone can have a good life,
well to be honest... I haven't,
No one can survive this world without God,
I don't know how people can without him,
depression become into my life when I was 4,
lost my mother.. she became mental,
I was mental and physical hurt,
I thought that I was in hell..
I just want to be out,
To be free,
to stay strong,
I want to be blessed,
like everyone else,
this is just me.

My life been hard,
like my emotions got me to the wrong path,
I can't concentrate my own actions,
my enemies made me feel lifeless,
When they are done with me,
I try to become stronger,
hard lives will weigh me down,
I try to fight back,
to never be lifeless.