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 Apr 2019 Patrick
No Nahme
How is it that
I feel this connection
With such
Intensity and rarity
Penetrating
My bones
Consuming
My soul
As if
Our souls are tangled
Together repeatedly
without knowing
One lifetime
After another
A magnetic force
That pulls me to you
I want to give in
And
Snap into place
 Oct 2018 Patrick
Emi
Hunger
 Oct 2018 Patrick
Emi
Shovel it down
Spit it out
Want to keep it in
Feels like poison
Hunger rumbles
My body awake
Ignore it
Not important
Not just for food
For love
For happiness
For contempt days
Not wasted away
Curled over familiar porcelain
Going through motions again
Long nights
Hating life
Who have I become
Can’t be the only one
Hurting
Hurting
Hurting
Hunger
Pains
Get over it
It’s all stupid
very messy because my brain was messy
 Sep 2018 Patrick
Emi
Midnight sky
Look me in the eye
Monster in my head
Won’t let me go to bed
Heart thumping
Brain jumping
To conclusions
Which are just illusions
Nothing’s real
What is it I feel?

Monster in my head
Won’t you let me go to bed?
Work all night and day
Never time to play
Dizzy dizzy brain
Feeling so much pain
Oxygen restriction
Hyperventilating submission

Rocking in place
Send my mind to space
Anger in my veins
Causes so much pain
Confusion
Delusion
Is this even real
How is one supposed to feel?
Monster in my head
Let me ******* go to bed.
9/23/18

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