Highs and lows in life

Can be handled peacefully

Be entrapped in melody

Colorful Melancholy

There are plenty of fish in the sea

But only one can be as graceful as she.

The closest person whom my lover could be.

Growing up, I had a precious father
And a loving mother.
But why become a wife
If you were  gonna choose another?

You had 2 sons and a daughter
So why the hell did you leave us?
Should I have done better?
Now im confused, as if I'm still a fetus.

If you're someone I don't know
Should I still call you mother?
I know nothing about you now.
Is it befitting to call you a stranger?

I remember the old me, feeling sadness,
Unstoppable.

What did I think of what you did? Sad and
Unforgivable.

You made a family

And wrecked it with your vanity.

You made children

But you couldn't be there for them.

Over the years I've had someone to support me
They weren't my relative, but it felt as if they are
I tried searching for you high, low, near, and far
But I still couldn't find you, the thing that haunted me

all my life, I've sought out discovery

Of the sole reason why my own creator

Was not able to love me.

All I found was your name in a tombstone

And the names of your children

Whom you've chosen

To thrown

She's one mean multitasker
She wished time could go on faster
She feels like she can't go on trying
Because her mind feels like dying

She's one mean multitasker
And I can say that about her

Because In one hand, she's writing a heartfelt wreck.

While in the other, she's holding a rope for her neck.

I sincerely wish for you happiness
Because all I gave you was sadness

Darlin' don't be afraid
For loving is not a risk at all.
Its a risk not to.

Get out of the shallow waters
And dive in to the deep end
If you think you're gonna sink
Think about what happens

if you swim.