Drunk and naked in the dirt,
Softly wasting all I had,
Sinking in earth's dress,
covering the screams,
with my mistakes

I was a girl
who believed in god
until they told me
I myself was a sin.

Heaven was when you understood

Your fingers resting on my eyes,
I see red yet all is black,
You're everything I despise,
Yet you call I'm running back.

My love for you never changed,
It simply faded over time.
I can feel the days in my mind,
I count the nights we exchanged.

Inside your hands rests my smiles,
Now they're gone but I can remember,
For you I'll never get better,
I'll wait and stay immobile.

Now that you've broken me for good,
I slowly fall without making a sound,
My feet are sinking in the ground,
Heaven was where you understood.

it's true.
I would love,
to like me.

vomitting words
that don't really matter