Humbled by your grace
I am amazed at all you do for me
Stumbled in a daze
Upon your gaze
And into clarity
I fall to your embrace
Find solace in your ways
It might sound a little crazy
But believe me when I say
That you mean the world to me
My sweet and beautiful Trinity

My heart beats effervescently
When I feel you next to me
My mind begins to wander
Whenever you’re away
I hate to say goodbye
Because I’m desperate to stay
It hurts to let you go
Because you are a part of me

When I feel the darkness creeping over
You are the light that guides my way
When I feel the pain of being sober
You let me know that it’s okay
And when I feel the weight lift off my shoulders
You are the only one to blame
Because I know my pain is over
When I stumble upon your gaze

Substitution,
There is no resolution
To the thoughts inside my head

Evolution,
But there is no revolution,
And it's hard for me to accept

That sometimes we feel pain
To make it go away

And to learn from our mistakes
And to move on to better days

Self reflection,
Has been my one connection,
But that was until I met you

Resurrected,
From the dead, I am indebted
You have shown me something new

Changing direction,
Because I'm feeling a connection
So much stronger, so more true

I follow you,
You are the light that guides my way
Because the light that lives inside of me
Is trapped behind a cage

But I know not to be afraid,
For I am safe inside your gaze

And I will give my light away,
So it can shine on better days,

New solution,
That will lead me to conclusion
I will shine more brightly for you

That is what I'll do

I’ve got
A lot
Of bad inside of me
So much sometimes,
It's hard to breathe
I know inside I'm
Suffocating,
But in my heart,
Anticipating
And waiting
To feel her gaze on me
Because in that moment
I will be free
From the misery
And finally be..

I hate living this way
Standing on display
For all the world to see
The flaws that make up me

A year and a half is all it takes
For a loving soul to throw me away
Our time together felt so small
Did you even care at all?

It hurt to see you so glad
After all the wonderful times we had
You found another one better than me
And you didn't think that I could see

But this year and a half
Was so important to me
I felt so useful
I felt so complete

You took me in,
I don't know why
But you became my friend
When everyone else just passed me by

You would lay on me
So comfortably
And watch tv
Until you fell asleep

Coming home from a stressful day
And looking at me with such relief
It was almost as if we were made for each other
But now it is clear, you were made for another

At least from what I can see,
Stuck here on the street

I am standing here on display,
Like before you took me away
Only then I was new
And now I am used

Who would ever want me?

Cars keep passing by,
Judging me by what they see
Just another piece of trash
I guess that's what I am

Dirt has covered my eyes,
It's hard for me to see
I really don't want to die,
But I wish I wasn't me

I hear a muffled noise
It's coming in more clearly
And then I hear a voice,
Could this truly be?

"You are coming home with me"

Now I'm glad she threw me out
I'm treated so much better now
Once was lost, but now I've found
I am more than just a couch