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Hanaa Aug 2020
my life turns to escaping harmful reality
running from judgmental and disgusting society
yet im just spinning arround myself hopelessly
Hanaa Jun 2018
Nobody will ever know how depressed i am
Hanaa Jun 2018
Im so tired of ******* at everything in my life.
Tired *****
  Jun 2018 Hanaa
This is nothing but another depressed soul

Typing away all that I know

See I've been months clean

But there is things unseen

A smile that is fake

A laugh they can't take

Beneath it all something I couldn't take
Hanaa Jun 2018
How can emptiness be so heavy?
  Jun 2018 Hanaa
Bathabile Beey Modiba
being dead inside is a paradox.
a contradiction. polar opposites.
you feel nothing at all, but at the same time you're feeling something.
there are no intense emotions yet, feeling so dead inside is an intense emotion in itself.
you're comforted by the fact that you won't feel any bad emotions but
at the same time, you're dissatisfied because you won't feel any good emotions either.
being dead inside is great when your lover leaves you, when your friend dies, when everything comes crumbling down at once ... because you won't feel it as much.
being dead inside is terrible when your lover tries to kiss you, when your friend invites you on a vacation, when everything starts coming together ... because you won't feel it as much either.
  Jun 2018 Hanaa
Ethel Freestone
Depression isn't when you know
That everything around you
Is going wrong
and you feel sad,
Depression is when you know
That everything around you
Is going right
And you still feel you sad.
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