You are you and I am me But it all gets blurry and I can't see You are the greatest part of me Why do I have to separate can't I feed from your tree? But your fruit runs out and I am drained and I am left alone you are to blame
I want to love you but you are A *** of boiling water If only I can put the heat setting down I can get around To being connected to you Im touching the handles without a glove This can’t be love You say it for my best Is this a test? How good is she How good can my daughter be She is a reflection of me I can’t even see She is broken imperfect I have to fix her What if its all an illusion I am right here Perfect human specimen Worthy of existing Just as I am Take your glasses off They are ***** and old Tell me everything will be okay I am the strongest woman you ever knew Capable beautiful and a proud reflection of you
I wish it was real Someone who gets me So effortlessly Who reads into my soul And feels every insecurity And accepts the real me **** hot I like you a lot Smart sass What a great *** You are deep and complex Not like the others Let’s go away To a different time I’ll explore You be my ***** With the brains of more Let me learn Intrigue Show you parts of this world You never saw before My view Question everything true I’ll show you The truth Let me take your hand To never never land Where it is just us Ruffle your feathers stop being so square Get out of your head I want you to share The deepest parts of you Your desires I promise I’ll make them true My safety net Let’s explore your pleasure I promise I won’t hurt you Never
When I think of you my lips curl up into a smile When I think of you I get that tingle down there for a while Going about my day Pushing it away But you are THERE. The thing that makes this life worth living The thing that leaves my heart singing Your eyes can melt every problem there is Your words can take the pain away Please dont ever go away I want you to stay and stay and stay
SELF SABOTAGE Excuse me for I have sinned. Read the rules in a book is what they told me. Who made these rules Who was HE? Stay in the box or else they will scold me. Be safe, be responsible, keep your head in the sand. But I am an eagle you cannot keep me on land. I cannot sleep my wild dreams have turned into my reality. for I am consciously sabotaging the old me.
Boom boom There goes my heart again Alerting me to possible fear Run run run you can get hurt Trust me I’ve been here It protects me from possible pain And possible danger But is it real or just made up I can’t see through all this anger What if you were not here What else could I accomplish I could be a poet I could run the world I could be an authentic kind of girl But you keep me safe and well I am comfortable here in my turtle shell
An interesting level of consciousness To break in this anatomy If you don’t go through brokenness You are a simple dichotomy So wreck me to my core To spill these guts out And take my wounds mix them With salt, pepper, lemon Make a salad of dreams That you take a bite out of And spit out because it is not the right mix of flavor Wrong Who are you to say I am wrong This was not made for you This was made for me It is a delicacy That you will never understand As long as I am on the ground But once I am gone You will long for my flavor