When I think of you my lips curl up into a smile
When I think of you I get that tingle down there for a while
Going about my day
Pushing it away
But you are THERE.
The thing that makes this life worth living
The thing that leaves my heart singing
Your eyes can melt every problem there is
Your words can take the pain away
Please dont ever go away
I want you to stay
and stay
and stay

Dont change I dont like it
Stay just as you are
I like when I own you
Dont raise the bar
Stay I am comfortable
Stay I am in control
Everything is perfect
Dont break the mold

**** all of your rules
**** all of your stability
I want to run
And face the other parts of me

Freedom is here
Freedom at last
My future is mine and
the old me is the past.

You are you and I am me
But it all gets blurry and I can't see
You are the greatest part of me
Why do I have to separate can't I feed from your tree?
But your fruit runs out
and I am drained
and I am left alone
you are to blame

SELF SABOTAGE
Excuse me for I have sinned.
Read the rules in a book is what they told me.
Who made these rules
Who was HE?
Stay in the box or else they will scold me.
Be safe, be responsible, keep your head in the sand.
But I am an eagle you cannot keep me on land.
I cannot sleep my wild dreams have turned into my reality.
for I am consciously sabotaging the old me.