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 Oct 2017 Nico Julleza
Jellyfish
I don't care if you scream, or cry, or demand it.
I'm not going to wait on him.
How many domains can one god have before he is daring too close to omnipotent

Curiosity, Risk, Luck, Failure,

How many names must one have before they are a god?
Adonai

How many titles?

Leader
Lover
Father
Mother

I am curious
I am the god of curious

I am so much want, greedy, so selfish.
I am the god of human

I am so human
Show me, god...
Hand in hand he leads me
down the hall to the bedroom,
     sweetness is found
  as love opens in full bloom.

    it’s in the way he touches
   the way he runs his fingers*
               through
                       my
                           red
                               hair

it’s in the way he makes me feel
    cherished, loved, adored
       making me feel as though

                              i’m
                     floating
                  on
                      air…..

I wish to be lost in that moment
                   forever
      a connection so strong
        an embrace so tight
      to just love him always
       everyday every night.

to take long walks
             along the countryside
    down an old dirt road
into the forest, we’ll hide……

then back home
              down that short hallway
to the room that he made
                 for that coming day…..

it’s all in what he does
   it’s in the way he touches

                  heart
                      body
  ­                      mind
                           soul….


          *I wish to freeze time
                 to be lost in that moment…..
 Oct 2017 Nico Julleza
Crystal
I pick up yet another drink.
To drown another memory of you.
But as soon as I do , another one seems to swim right back up.
So here I am, 5 bottles down.

Trying to forget you will be the death of me. Trying to let go felt like the end of me.
Who am I without you?
What have you done to me?Please undo it. Let me live without you.
Or let me die with out you.
Help me let you go pretty boy.... help....



-I wish I didn't miss you this much.
Why wont he love me like he loves her
You said you didn't want to see me get hurt

I think that's the reason

You looked away

When I  c r i e d.
It's painful, you know.
 Oct 2017 Nico Julleza
ZL
desperado
 Oct 2017 Nico Julleza
ZL
depression haunts me at night
I hide under the sheets,
I refuse to fight.

I fight back the tears
of so many dark years
death shall come, but it's life I fear.

running out of precious time
everything and nothing
on my dangerous mind.

prayers go up
Lord send me a sign
trying to keep the faith, before I commit a crime.
When I said the sky was blue,
I meant that it was blue.
I never said that it was sad, or lonely, or anything else; don't speak for me.

When I said the wall was gray,
I meant it was gray.
I never said that it was dull, or boring or anything else: keep your thoughts in your head.

Don't mislead others by proclaiming your view as the right one.
A work of art is meant to represent an entirely different scene depending on the life the viewer's seen.

So unless the dead writer comes back from the grave just to say you are right,
Keep your thoughts within your mind.
For as Socrates once said,
**** your opinion.
This is not meant in anyway a personal insult,
rather a thought many writers can agree on.
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