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Aug 17 · 119
Stress
Stressed out so I gotta dab out,

Lifes been **** since she got out.

Hit a bowl so thoughts won't become ghouls,

Got kicked to the streets at seventeen,

Did hard drugs,

Had to let my demons take control of me,

No I just stick to ****,

Then I found a new family,

Thought I found my self a queen,

Found out she cheated on me,

Now I'm making money with no goal in mind,

Because everytime I try Its like I hit rewind.
Jul 2020 · 129
Childhood
Orion Lesneski Jul 2020
In the field,
In the yard,
On the swings,
On the slide.


Childhood was great,
But now it's old.
Jun 2020 · 205
Sleep
Orion Lesneski Jun 2020
Never gonna sleep,
Till I’m beat,
Working hard,
Ten hours a day,
Seven days a week,
I think I’m in deep,
Won’t ask for a day off,
Cause I’ll just *******,
Making more mistakes,
When I’m on day breaks.
So im pretty shot. Been working ten hour shifts seven days a week this past month. Gotta day I’m hating it but hey at least my pay check is bigger than before. But not as big as I want it to be.
Jun 2020 · 244
Demons
Orion Lesneski Jun 2020
Demons,
In my thoughts,

Demons,
In my bed,

Demons,
In my world,

Demons,
Flying with angels
Jun 2020 · 129
OneRepublic Better Days
Orion Lesneski Jun 2020
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnHlRQZZbbY&list=PL8F17C150B752DFD2&index=2
Jun 2020 · 102
Never Before
Orion Lesneski Jun 2020
Neve before,
Have I felt this way,
Never before,
Have I wanted nothing,
Never before,
Have I hated you!
Never before have I fallen for such a ****** girl in my life. You are nothing to me! Baylee Gentry! I’m done with you!!
Jun 2020 · 75
Never
Orion Lesneski Jun 2020
Never felt alive,
Till I meet the word goodbye,
Feeling like I’m worth it,
Making sure I’m not broken,
Ever again,
Till I’m dead.
Jun 2020 · 45
Random stupid shit
Orion Lesneski Jun 2020
Never been dead,
But I did get head,
Wait...
When did I get fed?
Just at work and was bored 😑 ig
Jun 2020 · 81
Why
Orion Lesneski Jun 2020
Why
Why is it when i get close to someone they always turn on me in the end? Am i not worth it to them? Am i just a side toy to them or something? I cry myself to sleep knowing you treated me as such😭... it hurt knowing that you used me. Why am i such a failure?😩😩😭😩
Jun 2020 · 174
Untitled
Orion Lesneski Jun 2020
My life.......






Is a mess......😒😓😭
May 2020 · 135
Jumping
Orion Lesneski May 2020
Looking down
I don’t think
I just do

Looking up
I don’t think
I just do

Jumping down
I don’t think
I just do

Falling down
I don’t think
I’m just through.
In a really bad place right now in my mind....😒😞🥺
May 2020 · 80
Done
Orion Lesneski May 2020
I'm done,
going down hill fast
need help,
just gonna go quick,
one shot,
I'm gone
May 2020 · 61
Killer
Orion Lesneski May 2020
Death,
It follows me around,
So I wear it as a crown,
Killing those who don't bow down,
They know me as Killer Clown,
In all towns.
Apr 2020 · 54
my notes
Orion Lesneski Apr 2020
stuffy nose,
clip them toes,
**** those hoes,
make a show
Apr 2020 · 151
Happiness
Orion Lesneski Apr 2020
I'm never gonna make it,
So I just fake it.
Apr 2020 · 72
Why
Orion Lesneski Apr 2020
Why
I'm ****** up,
Hated,
On Pro B,
Faded,
My life,
Dated.
For anyone who don't know my version of Pro B is probation not the oral feminine stuff
Apr 2020 · 88
Lost
Orion Lesneski Apr 2020
I'm lost and scared,
I feel like I'm not here,
I've ruined my life,
Thought I had it under control,
But I didn't.

I ******* up,
Sitting at home,
These thoughts going through my head,
I'm fighting them,
But I'm going insane,
I cant stand it anymore,
I wanna go,
And be alone,
But I can't.

Cause I'll just try to **** my self.
Please help me I cant stand it anymore
Mar 2020 · 110
Could Be
Orion Lesneski Mar 2020
When I was little,
I was told I could be anything I wanted to be,
Of course I was a little boy,
I wanted to be a Dragon.
Feb 2020 · 79
Last weekend
Orion Lesneski Feb 2020
Got in a fight with my dad on Saturday,
He yelled and said "I don't love you anymore!"
"Never did, Never will!"
I snapped,
The day was just great,
Up until he started to diss me and my biological mother,
He knows not to do that,
But he did it anyways,
So I told him to *******,
That ya'll aren't my family,
And I walked off our property,
I walked 8 miles and I was in town,
When to a friends,
And smoked joints, and bowls,
Cant tell ya how many because it went to my brain,
Can't they see I'm struggling?
And that when they tell me I'm worthless,
Or that my mother was a ****?
**** she had a loving husband!
She loved my sister and I!
She didn't want to give us up,
So when people tell me that I'm lucky,
Ha their ******* funny,
Lucky for what!!??
Feb 2020 · 282
Tears
Orion Lesneski Feb 2020
I look in the mirror,
All I see is fear,
And tears,
Rolling down my face.
Feb 2020 · 203
Best day of my life
Orion Lesneski Feb 2020
Last day of school,
A lot of people thinks I’m cool,
I’m just a fool.
I'm getting out of this school! I'm so happy!
Jan 2020 · 78
dishwasher
Orion Lesneski Jan 2020
Our dishwasher just died on us... so im covered in soap and i dont like it. Soapy in a shower yes, soapy in the kitchen no way. *****
Jan 2020 · 114
Useless
Orion Lesneski Jan 2020
My Hunger,
My Cravings,
I'm trying my best,
But the after effects,
Are hurting me,
My mind is thinking on its own,
I don't have control,
Of my own life anymore,
I try but I fail,
Every withdrawal,
Is making me fall.
Jan 2020 · 133
"I Hate It All" Chvse
Orion Lesneski Jan 2020
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNzOhfr-agM
mood for years
Jan 2020 · 125
Empty
Orion Lesneski Jan 2020
I’m running on empty,
Palms are all sweaty,
My mind going crazy.
Jan 2020 · 96
Enkay47 "Hello"
Orion Lesneski Jan 2020
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QHoDHC5rqVQ
listening on repeat
Jan 2020 · 170
Crew
Orion Lesneski Jan 2020
What will my parents do,
If I go back to my crew,
They thought I withdrew,
But that’s untrue,
I always come through,
And make do.
I miss my friends....
Jan 2020 · 289
Hazy
Orion Lesneski Jan 2020
I’m going crazy,
My mind is all hazy,
Should I go lazy,
Or go into a frenzy?
I don't know what to do....
Jan 2020 · 88
How Many?
Orion Lesneski Jan 2020
If you ask me,
How many times have I shed tears,
I’ll tell you,
Only a few,
Throughout the years,
But that doesn’t mean I’m heartless,
I have a heart,
But it’s torn apart.
I recently started talking to someone and they have started my fire again, but they live in a different state. :(
Jan 2020 · 194
Bud
Orion Lesneski Jan 2020
Bud
Smoking bud,
It warms my blood,
Even though it makes me a dud,
I turn into a stud.
Jan 2020 · 249
Learn
Orion Lesneski Jan 2020
When will I learn,
And start to discern,
What would happen if I yearn,
To turn,
Into a Mimosa pudica fern,
So I can burn.
Jan 2020 · 70
Christmas Break
Orion Lesneski Jan 2020
Punching holes through the wall,
Christmas break was like a brawl,
Swearing,
Crying,
Fighting,
People tell me to stay strong,
How can I when everything I do is wrong,
My parents say it's all my fault,
That I'm the reason why we're falling apart,
And they wonder why I'm this way,
I'm sick and tired of coming home,
Having to deal with the same **** everyday,
So I drink some Brandy,
And some Gemma di Luna,
Locked in my room,
Waiting for my life to go !!BOOM!!
Dec 2019 · 82
Sea
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
Sea
You talk to me like there’s still a we,
You ended it and said I’m a pesky bee,
So why are you still ******* at me,
Your being a sand flea,
Hopping around me at the sea,
So please just let me be,
Before you make it a dead sea.
Dec 2019 · 98
Surprise!!
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
So my Homeroom teacher, Mr. Barnes, just spent $150 on Carhartt beanies, Very big surprise!! We are going Christmas caroling, and after he is going to give us hot coco!!!
Dec 2019 · 215
Bad
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
Bad
This is bad,
Very bad,
I just wish I had,
Better control over my mad,
Dad.
Dec 2019 · 299
Swear
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
I swear,
I will tear,
All his hair,
From his scalp,
If he doesn’t care,
And is not fair,
To you.
Dec 2019 · 90
Life Line
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
She’s falling out of control,
Her life line cut,
People calling her a ****,
Just because she ****** up,
And we got a breakup,
Now everyone is calling her up,
To see if they can bump up.
So my ex keeps having these guys asking her to do things and send things (you can probably guess what) but she is saying NO! I'm stuck in a pickle here. I told them to back off... but they won't. Should I take it to the next level and do what I do best at??? Break their noses?????
Dec 2019 · 108
Mind Crime
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
Thoughts,
Flooding through my mind,
Telling me I’m running out of time,
If I’m going to commit this crime,
I gotta do it while I’m in my prime,
So could someone please define,
What it means to be divine.
Dec 2019 · 811
Worn out Book
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
Pick me up,
And open my cover,
But be careful,
Cause I might crumble,
Read my fine print,
Just don’t mock the way I am,
I’ve been through alot since then,
Drugs,
Fights,
Heart breaks,
And more,
Are all the things you’ll find,
In my novel.
Dec 2019 · 148
Reaching
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
I see you sitting there,
Out of reach,
By a hair.
Dec 2019 · 144
Crosses
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
You carve your art on my skin,
From neck to toe,
You put a cross.

You used a razor blade,
And cut deep,
Crosses,
On my skin,
Crosses,
You have sinned.
I went to a party last night at my friends house and had "fun". He let me crash there and when I fell asleep some girl carved crosses on my skin. My friend said that he saw a girl go into the room and she was in there for a while, so I think I need to have a little conversation with her about that.
Dec 2019 · 471
Go Away
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
You look for me,
When you are feeling “broken”,
I’m done being on the sideline,
Watching you hurt every guy,
Just like you did with me,
It’s like you’ve got a degree,
In being a flea,
Jumping from guy to guy,
******* them bone dry,
I’m done being there,
To comfort you when you get a tear,
So leave,
Go away,
I don’t wanna see you anyway.
I'm honestly done with being used like I'm a ******* toy. I'm not CLUELESS!!!
Dec 2019 · 385
Don't Care
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
You think I will be jealous,
To see another guy climb up your trellis,
But what you don’t see,
I don’t care how you’ll be.
Dec 2019 · 172
Decaying
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
Look over this way,
What do you see?

My body surrounded by decay,
Why do you think this way?
Dec 2019 · 89
Pain
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
With every touch she still resists
because of that one last kiss
she prays for the pain to go away
but others think it should stay
people say she's not grateful
but the truth is she's thankful
she puts a mask on her face
for she thinks is would be a ****** case
she doesn't know what to think
cause with every thought she'll sink
the negative thoughts flood through her head
so all she wants to do is stay in bed
they say she looks like a ****
but she still doesn't cut
she doesn't wanna deal with it anymore
but it got deep into her core
she always gets teased
and all she wants is peace
Dec 2019 · 218
Hungry
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
Starving,
Haven’t ate anything for days,
Something is keeping me from eating,
My hunger for you.
Dec 2019 · 1.1k
uʍop ǝpᴉsd∩
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
˙uʍoɹɟ ʇsnɾ ʎǝɥʇ ʇnq ǝldoǝd ʇɐ ʞool I
'uʍop ǝpᴉsdn ƃuᴉuɹnʇ sᴉ plɹoʍ ʎW
Dec 2019 · 240
Why
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
Why
I don't know why you still do,
After all I put you through,
I made you go blue,
I have no clue,
Why you still do.
Dec 2019 · 86
Again
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
Never again will I,
Look at you,

Never again will I,
Talk to you,

Never again will I,
Love you.
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0WmbbFD_XhQ
Remember when you ran away
And I got on my knees
And begged you not to leave
Because I'd go beserk
Well you left me anyhow
And then the days got worse and worse
And now you see I've gone
Completely out of my mind
And they're coming to take me away ha-haaa
They're coming to take me away **-** hee-hee ha-haaa
To the funny farm
Where life is beautiful all the time
And I'll be happy to see those nice young men
In their clean white coats
And they're coming to take me away ha-haaa
You thought it was a joke
And so you laughed
You laughed when I said
That losing you would make me flip my lid
Right?
You know you laughed
I heard you laugh, you laughed
You laughed and laughed and then you left
But now you know I'm utterly mad
And they're coming to take me away ha-haaa
They're coming to take me away **-** hee-hee ha-haaa
To the happy home with trees and flowers and chirping birds
And basket weavers who sit and smile and twiddle their thumbs and toes
And they're coming to take me away ha-haaa
I cooked your food
I cleaned your house
And this is how you pay me back
For all my kind unselfish, loving deeds
Ha! Well you just wait
They'll find you yet and when they do
They'll put you in the A.S.P.C.A.
You mangy mutt
And they're coming to take me away ha-haaa
They're coming to take me away ha-haaa **-** hee-hee
To the funny farm where life is beautiful all the time
And I'll be happy to see those nice young men
In their clean white coats
And they're coming to take me away
To the happy home with trees and flowers and chirping birds
And basket weavers who sit and smile and twiddle their thumbs and toes
And they're coming to take me away ha-haaa!
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