Look at the mirror
There's a man holding a gun
Pointing it to your head
And all you can do
Is smile

Why did you pull the trigger?

Breathe in, Breathe out
You can do this
Breathe in, Breathe out
You are stronger than this
Breathe in, Breathe out
You can still fight
Breathe in, Breathe out
You  have one chance

Breathe in, Breathe out
Please let go of that blade.....

I’m sorry for what I’ve done
I really am
I never meant to hurt you like this
I know there is nothing that I could do
For me to change what happened between us
But I hope
That one day
You will forgive me
And still see me as your daughter

I love you mom.....

Dear stranger
I still remember the day
When you came to our house
With a gun pointed to my family
The day that the eight year old me
First saw how messed up this world is
This might sound weird
I promise you,
I won’t forget that day
But I will promise you,
That one day
I will forgive you
For ruining my childhood

Depression,
I can’t escape from my own depression
Don’t judge me,
For I didn’t want this
Don’t judge me,
When you’re even fighting your own demons
Don’t judge me,
For no one is really perfect.

Promise me,
That you would be a good boy
That you would not complain
Of how you hate eating vegetables
Or
That you don't have enough time
To play too much video games

Promise me,
To always
Come back home on time
So that Mom and Dad won't be worried
To always
Finish your homework
Because education is important
To always
Be yourself
No matter what people say

Because
I won't be there
To remind you
Of this
When I'm dead

I love you baby brother
                                                                             From your only sister.