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Nathan P Nov 2015
While you lay here on my chest,
feel the warmth of my breath and hear every beat of my heart.
Each rhythm is natural...
Without a thought; without a doubt of its continuous beat.
While we continue to love...
Without a thought, without a doubt of our ongoing love.
Not realizing that each second our love beats.
With every beautiful tick of our passion for each other.
Life fades away over time...
Our heart wears down and starts to beat unsteadily until the last;
without a decent thought until our time comes, we die.
But what of our love?
Shall we let this happen to our beautiful and passionate love?
If we were able to make our love forever could you possibly not do it?
I refuse to give us up...
The reason my heart beats is to wake up and love you everyday more than the last...
If my heart is forever doomed to fade I will ensure our love is eternally ticking.
Like my heart, our love has the same beat...
Your heart tied to mine; our love pounds away until that second essential beat fades away...
You are my one and only; my best friend, my survival depends on you...
Now everyday I wake up and pursue ways to make our love stronger...
You give my heart a reason to beat.
So I will give you a reason to make yours beat with it.
We will fade away like everyone else.
But the one difference from us and them is our love will always beat on...
After our hearts have long given their last beat...
Our love will continue to beat with the same passion and strength as when it started...
That is what makes our love different...
This is the reason our love is eternal.
Nathan P Jul 2015
When i see your eyes in the light of day my heart beats a little bit faster you make me happy, you make me smile,this is the story of my first love
then you broke my heart i could feel the earth being destroyed forever... Or so i thought two years past and on every day i thought about you but i soon figured out ,when your heart is broken for the first time it may feel like the world is over but when you stop and think love can bring hope and joy to many people including yourself so don't be tied down  buy your first broken heart and live with love.
Nathan P Jul 2015
Love, love is when I look in your eyes when I see you my true emotions floating on a beautiful white cloud and when you shattered my heart, my cloud started to storm, I lost control of my feelings, I cant see. Everything is lost... I loved you..I really, truly, loved you but now its gone.. its all gone. I miss you i feel my bones crack a little more when i see your face, I cry and ball and think what is love...
Little brother wrote it. #youngpoet :)
Nathan P Nov 2014
Honestly…
You light the fire inside me,
fueling the flames with every kiss.
Fluttering butterflies still fill my stomach,
with every warm hug.
Giving me a reason to live,
fighting this world right by my side.
Breathing this air,
feeling like its lighter with you.
Finding a reason to smile,
each day with you.
Heart pounding,
With every second I’m next to you.
Loving my life,
because I have you to make it beautiful.
Nathan P Nov 2014
As time passes by I just drift along with the wind…
Cast out, hurt, broken. The memory of my first true journey out into the big and dangerous ocean corrupts my thoughts…feeling as if I was safe in a big ship I was still thrown in to the ocean with no remorse. As if I never mattered…never loved. Drowning at sea with the sadness forcing me to care less and less with each breath I desperately try to take to stay alive I catch a glance of a small island beach that takes me hours to swim to. Now alone on this sandy beach feeling empty; all my effort and feelings poured into the journey I felt was going to be more. In the distance I see a small approach and anchor to the beach and a girl steps off. Spending about a month on the beach feeling happy again I suggest we take the boat and go off into the ocean and see what fate has planned for us. Risking everything I take a few things with me and cast off already feeling afraid but finding comfort in the girl who is right by my side with her arms wrapped around me. I don’t believe I will ever get hurt like I did before as long as I don’t leave this boat.
Nathan P Dec 2013
Born to live..but what for?..Love? Love hurts. Hating it but loving it I am bound by fate, the unknowing feeling that haunts my dreams and writes my life; do I really want full control my life? What is life if I cannot find danger in the risks I take..right on the edge of failure and continuing for that small chance to find that small, fading light that my heart so desires to obtain.
My eyes burn as tears slowly fall down my face my heart collapses. How could I have done this so wrong?? Its killing me slowly, forcing me to endure this torture..as if someone is very slowly sliding a rusted, burning, sharp knife through my chest. I struggle to resist this torment as my strength is fading fast; when will this end? Choking on my own pain I cannot find the right words to save my life..watching everything fade away I close my eyes and let this torture endure.
Three days have passed now and this torture continues to attack with nothing held back. Now I know this pain shall not cease until I start to repair my life; finding an ounce of hope I get up and walk out of my door. Frightened of failure I throw aside that thought and ask for forgiveness without expectancy. Startled by the reaction, we both struggle to live without the other..feeling the warmth of your embrace I feel a burning sensation in my eyes that I try ever so hard to resist. My heart is racing..seeking refuge in your heart. This is my home. I love it. I love you. I can't lose you. I can't lose this love.
The worse has happened..I lost you, you told me this is what you need. My heart shattered into a million pieces as my body goes numb..paralyzed by fate. Your eyes broken, red, crying into me as the world is collapsing on top of us. I struggle to regain even the smallest bit of my strength..several painful minutes pass as I finally say the word I never wanted to say..bye. As I shut the door I stop..no, what is this? I cannot lose her, this is the worst. I cast every thought aside besides you and my love. I open the door once more and walk towards you saying I couldn't be so stupid as to leave you. As you throw your arms at me I embrace you..I embrace my home. I no longer seek that light..for I was too foolish to see that everything I could ever need and want has been right in front of me all along and I have been stupid enough to make the mistake of even thinking about leaving. Back with you..I am now complete once more. The torture ceased. Fate doesn't control all of my life..I control the parts I wish to control the most. I breath you in..knowing what I believe inside..I am awake and alive.
Nathan P Nov 2013
Poets are supposed to express how they feel in their writing, but every time I think of you i can't find the right words to define how i feel about you..anyways here is my best try. I wake up EVERY morning and the first thing that crosses my mind is "is she okay?" ; i have had this question cross my mind with others but not like you...every day..every second..every breath..you are on my mind. Waiting..the agonizing wait for i long to see you again. That split second we part i just want to be back with you..again, forever. I hate the wait but don't get me wrong, i will wait for you..however long it takes i will do it. Hurting while my heart is beating your name, i miss you like I've never experienced before..it's as if you are my other half, the pieces i need, my life has never been as amazing as it is now. So here i lay, alone, on my bed, half empty, half full, half alive, half asleep, half. I need you, because you're the one that fills all the small, empty, dark places in my heart..I love you, no one will keep me from you, not time nor distance could hold me back from loving you..if you never let go i promise this love will never die.
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