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1d · 140
micromoon
Rue 1d
leave me
you know
you don't need me

I picked the moon
off the sky
she's inside my pocket

She's mine
She's mine

don't lie

I won't believe you this time

leaving
so soon
I know
you don't need me

the moon is mine
the moon is mine

She's going to leave me

and
she will always comes back to me
1d · 47
417 weeks
Rue 1d
on the phone
on the phone

can we talk face to face

lips to lips
eye to eye

why are you hiding

you won't look into my iris

off the phone
off the phone

we don't know

some days
I miss you

even if I see you everyday
4d · 37
female robbery
Rue 4d
I promised myself
at seventeen
I'd never love a man
more than me

He can bleed
He can die
He's never going to be mine

bones can break
lungs can rip
I'm not going to love him
or else
I'd tear off my skin

broken hearts
not my kind of art

I promised
//
so what if he has feelings

I'll never love him
more than myself

the little amount of love
I have for myself isn't enough

he will ****
he will ****** someone else
he will try and poison me

nothing hurts like
loving a woman more
than she will ever love you
4d · 48
bad organs
Rue 4d
tummy ache
hurts
around midnight

is this why

we don't stick close
let's waste time

dizzy
and fatigued

nothing is wrong with me

I'll eat the candy
I'll take the drugs
swallow the drinks
breathe in the smoke

best friends
they do me favors
I can't repay

I take away
I took off

crashing into the morning
waiting for night fall

I am okay
so far
Rue 4d
She's a liar
a fine liar
I believe her

shaking my head
she's just like the rest

followed her footsteps
into it

angels don't help me

there she goes
lying her way through it
she's so gone
I can't save her
so I drown

down
into
this
sea of bitterness

we're so lost
feels all wrong

I learned from the best

nothing matters

nothing ever matters
with her
4d · 41
Pain killer
Rue 4d
why fear death
when life kills you

- - -

what have I done

this isn't living

I'm holding my breath
I can't reach the surface
I'm still the underwater poet
in my head
overflowing
stop swimming

\ \

what do I do
I'm tired
I won't ask again
how foolish of you
I'm leaving soon
without you
4d · 33
sad stereo
Rue 4d
I'd spill my truth to you

I'm reckless
and wasteful

I know you

you criticize
everyone
but yourself

**** your ego
commit to someone
everchanging
into the person I hate

would it **** me
to say
I'm sad

speechless
I listen

my truth is poison
I can't put you in that position

I hear awful things in my head

drinking
dreaming
smoking

I don't know what I'm feeling
I'm not feeling nothing at all
4d · 560
27
Rue 4d
27
is it okay
if I steal your face

make a living
I'll give it back someday

is it okay
to pretend

it's wrong
I know

can we talk for a small second
can you be quiet
don't ask questions

can I steal your face
I'll keep it
wear it when I see him
she's gonna love me

it's in my hands now
I'll never take it off
6d · 62
summers gone
Rue 6d
how sad and pathetic my life has become
I feel like gum on a restroom stall
I feel like nothing and everything all at once

I love you
I love you
suddenly I don't

I trust my decision
now avoiding all the consequences

it's my fault
it's my fault

I won't say it out loud
look away before I get caught

my seasonal summer depression is over
what's left of me
I'm feeling so numb

I like empty
dark rooms
echos
and silent space
where I can find the lost girl
inside my head

trees follow me
sleepy

the air breathes colder

I float away like a bubble
6d · 160
unfinished work
Rue 6d
falling in and out of love
this is not real love
but I loved you simply because
6d · 47
animal crackers
Rue 6d
ignore my messages
who's the ghost
I never call

I stay behind
staring
the back of your head is interesting

I'd like to know
everything
the stars
offer so much

ignore my happiness
shame on you
who's wrong
I never take the blame

I'll never hurt you
if I did
will it even hurt

I'm lost
you haven't responded
I'm hanging

you treat me like a fool
who's the first to crack

lost
in this confusion

do I deserve it
should I be more demanding

I don't love you
if I did
would you love me back
6d · 203
water pipes
Rue 6d
the toxic truth I swallow
is you do nothing for me
everything for her
Sep 8 · 192
offline
Rue Sep 8
all my friends are online
I stay outside

all these empty rooms
generation of fools

we're to busy looking ahead
let's look back
back
back

there's not a better time

the time we didn't exist
earth slept peacefully

the sun dies down
stars come out to play
let my tears flood the bedroom
a field of flowers talking for hours

I've not met a darkness
darker than my own

I won't change for me
I won't change for you
Sep 4 · 104
rainboots
Rue Sep 4
every time it rains
I'm reminded
I need an umbrella
10w
Sep 4 · 86
cold clouds
Rue Sep 4
cold rain
cold face

cold heart
cold taste

I loved you
and I left

you colored me blue
the life you gave
you took away

you're my blue side

100 percent chance of rain
100 % chance of heartbreak

cold lover
cold water
cold kiss
Sep 4 · 101
lost affection
Rue Sep 4
today I didn't love myself
and today I gave up
10w
Sep 4 · 306
fernand
Rue Sep 4
crawling around
my head

feels fuzzy
feels familiar

I held a pen
when I was twelve
and I never let it go

burned off
half my soul

I don't know who I am
no one knows me


I feel it
breathing
running inside
my mind

never goes away
in my sleep
in my conversations
spaced out

feels like a spiral

just like the day I found it
I can't separate
I can't forget
Sep 3 · 278
our september
Rue Sep 3
I know you don't love me everyday
I know that you can't stay

I know that
I know that
I know that

lip balm
thinking
what's wrong

fix it
fix it

I try

thinking thinking
I try

I know you won't love me everyday
I know that
I know that

If I leave tomorrow
will you stay

lucky me
lucky you

what's wrong
how can I fix it

thinking
this is it
nothing will ever be better than this
if it is
it's not enough

thinking
why

I try

I know you haven't loved me everyday

I know that now
Sep 3 · 70
clouds and sun
Rue Sep 3
you don't love me on the weekends
when he wants all your attention
I'm behind you
staring
loveless

you don't love me on Mondays
tired from Sunday
talking on the phone all day
I'm looking for you
heartless

you don't love me
when I love you

I reciprocate

we should love everyday

in times of sun
and clouds

we drift further away
Sep 1 · 181
boy in red
Rue Sep 1
I can't believe you don't love me

do you think you're better than me

if I turn around
look into your eyes
I won't catch you
I'd love to see you fall

losing sleeping over me
dreaming sweet dreams of me

rejecting your calls
ignoring your touch

I can't believe it
you don't love me!

I laugh
and I cry

I can't believe I love you

I think we aren't meant to be
Aug 29 · 269
time for nothing
Rue Aug 29
I like boys
boys don't like me
I don't care
10w
Aug 29 · 151
times of sun
Rue Aug 29
I like girls
and
girls like me
don't hate me
10w
Aug 28 · 79
do you copy, over
Rue Aug 28
started from the top
what are we doing at the bottom

still down
I don't think we'll find a way back

on repeat
duplicating the same problems
replicating our regrets
there's no redo

I don't know
mistakes like to follow us
stuffed inside a cloud
waiting fall again

collapse
I'm afraid
of

I'm so fearful of
this

right to wrong

feels the same

painting over the layers

I'm still under and below
I don't know
we know the problem
we don't try to fix it anymore
Aug 28 · 100
until you ask
Rue Aug 28
I like you
and it's vague

if you ask for my age
I'll respond with 38
will you still be my friend

I wait for you
and I won't say

if you ask for my age
I'll tell you the truth
will you stay

24
or
56

always
too young
or too old
for this
Aug 27 · 249
Fuzzy
Rue Aug 27
waiting for the answer

I will die
makes me feel so fuzzy

yes or no
tell me
my mistakes follow like shadows
in the sunshine

tell me
tell me
I want to know
even if it cuts
I can't change her

dying
makes me feel fuzzy

I know wrong
I don't do what's right

swallowing the consequences

waiting for the answer
with all my regrets
Aug 26 · 76
away from you
Rue Aug 26
I want to talk about my day
no lies or secrets mixed in

I want to smile and laugh
feel it running through my veins

I'm wishful
so hopeless

I forget you
again
you're still crawling inside my head

I hope you don't judge
I'd hate to see that look in your eyes

I had an awakening yesterday
I'll sleeping it away
Aug 24 · 201
times of clouds
Rue Aug 24
I'm living my mistakes

no one knows the cost
I threw away all my second chances

doors closed
I think I'm forever trapped inside

rest in peace
my last piece of sanity
jumped out the window

sleepless soul
I'll never leave this house

I'm living my regrets

no one knows the rest
walking backwards into my grave

sleepless so
Rue Aug 22
glitter washed down the drain
off like my friends
I forget their names
they know I live in vain
counting my veins
waiting to rip one open

money hungry
I foolishly believed
she'd always love me
never more
counting off what I owe her

he doesn't ask for me
robotic or stoic
he doesn't ask me why I'm crying
driving off
I was feeling manic
he doesn't understand it

you don't know me
wandering
maybe you have the key
if I let you in
will you find me
Aug 17 · 452
untold truth
Rue Aug 17
we often like to convince ourselves
love can conquer all

love is medicine
love is the answer

love is a hello
and goodbye

we like to convince ourselves
love is enough

it's a lie

love is alive
so
it dies
Aug 16 · 99
lurking
Rue Aug 16
I hope you think of me
at four in the morning

I'd like to tell you
good morning

will you turn around
smile for me

I hope
I'm inside your head somedays

so quiet
you don't notice
Aug 15 · 102
bad love
Rue Aug 15
how many days have I loved you

how many hours can I forget you

not long

I sleep
you appear
in the corner of my mind

I wake up
you appear
on the corner of my bed

how many times will I convince myself you'll stay

why don't we talk together
why can't we walk together
why can't we love together
Aug 15 · 126
Fruta Prohibida
Rue Aug 15
soy
veneno

tú sabes
tomaste el vaso llenó

soy
malvada

viviendo
en tus
pesadillas

muy mal

soy
lo que no quieres

no tengo nada adentró
y mis ojos se miran muy negros

mi papá
me mando un demonio

me tomo
el
veneno

como un pedazo de hielo
ahora tengo un corazón de vidrio
de cristales
un espejo sucio

muy malo

mi papá es el diablo

somos diabólicos

me tomó
el veneno

somos
reyes
del cielo

arriba vemos
como
se queman todos

como sea
estamos muy fríos

lo que yo quiero
todo negativo

comiendo todos tu sueños
igual
todo se va para abajo
Aug 15 · 154
despairing
Rue Aug 15
**** me
my life is a mess

a little depressed
more or less
I wish I was dead

no one knows
continue on

after you read this
walk away
fall asleep

this feeling doesn't matter
Rue Aug 15
don't ask me about the future
I don't plan on making it that far

I don't wish for tomorrow
I left my courage inside yesterday

I lied
I don't think I'll be here next month
I lied
I said it's fine
really
I'm so terrified
starting to cry
let me take it all back

don't make me think so far
the vast
corruption of my mind

I'm not making any plans

everything is so temporary
feels like
I never existed
Aug 13 · 255
let me know
Rue Aug 13
ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɴᴇ
ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɴᴇ

ᵢ'm ᵣᵢght hₑᵣₑ
clₒsₑ yₒᵤᵣ ₑyₑs
shᵤt yₒᵤᵣ mₒᵤth

ᴵ ʰᵃᵗᵉ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵐiⁿᵉ

ʙᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ
ʙᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ
ʙᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ
ʙᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ
ʙᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ
ʙᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ
ʙᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ
Aug 13 · 135
As I never did
Rue Aug 13
please forget my I love you
I shouldn't have told you

ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ

don't make me say it

please

ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ

pretend I never said it

ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵍᵉᵗ ⁱᵗ
Aug 12 · 88
if I did
Rue Aug 12
cry a little harder
I can't hear you

taking to your brother
I'm still around

carry it everywhere
tired of staring at yourself

give me a break
there's nothing to hope for
you haven't blinked all day

do you hear me going insane
the way you crawl into your head

leave me
your empty body

I have to stare
the way
slowly die

it's 5 am
give me a break

turn the light off
no one is coming for us

all alone

cry louder
no one can hear you

I won't hear you
Aug 12 · 69
turn the light off
Rue Aug 12
so
uncomfortable

you don't take care of yourself

she asks the same question
she doesn't care for the answer

how about I end it all tomorrow

will you close you eyes
sleep peacefully
drink more beer

I saw a shadow in the room

people talk around
I wonder what they think now

how do I love myself
if I'm trying to love you back to life

I'm here
I'm not running away
you want me by your side
I'll stay
forever locked into your happiness
my forever sadness


so
uncomfortable

we circle around each other
we never meet at the center
Aug 11 · 100
fences
Rue Aug 11
are you awake
can I take a peek inside your head

wonder what you were thinking
how many days did you look at me
not knowing my name
how many days was I nameless in your eyes

maybe I hate that you're not mine

let's watch a movie
let's drink together
let's spin in circles until the moon falls

asking you the question of the day
why can't we be friends ?

screaming louder
why is she better ?
Aug 11 · 248
shiny
Rue Aug 11
feels like I'm loving you forever

Death
so small

all this love
so heavy

I can't die
without it

I won't die
now that I have it

feels like I'll love you forever
Aug 7 · 82
8/19
Rue Aug 7
head held high
the people won't mind
waving goodbye
I swallow the key
door locked

last thoughts
last chance
I'm the living sacrifice

water running
I hear the children laugh
the gates are closed

adrift
searching for my missing happiness
Aug 4 · 282
I'm not the one
Rue Aug 4
I love you
never going to tell you

distant
soundless
I love yous

she doesn't have to know
I dream of you
walking in
it's small little things

Slipping away
longing for you to stay
I can't look at you
bite my tongue
I don't show
I never tell

If I spill my darkest secret to you
will you keep it
take it
into the melting moon
chase the night
before dawn blooms
Aug 4 · 86
wishing you well
Rue Aug 4
make a wish
let the coin touch your lips
reach far
hear it splash
watch it drown
the gods will hear you out

you looked so hopeful
I ate all the happiness
you're so blue
you don't like darkness

I'm your last sacrifice
make your wish
kiss my cheek
slipping away
I'll take the dive
watch me drown
the gods hear me now
Aug 4 · 65
cutting glass
Rue Aug 4
eyes
windows
to the soul
take a peek inside
I don't have one no more

a shade darker
a shadow lighter

where's my breakfast cigarette
you don't understand my emotions
eat up
don't ask questions
I lie
that's my final answer

take a look inside
you'll understand
there's nothing
Aug 3 · 71
excessive tears
Rue Aug 3
don't you think
enough is enough

all this sad pain
we can't wash away

you're the hurricane
swept off my feet
lost my head

nothing is ever better than this

don't you think
enough is enough

drink up all the tears
moons away
we're so melancholy

swept off my feet
I'm the violent rain
lost your sanity

nothing gets better than this

we should just give up
Aug 2 · 100
bad heart
Rue Aug 2
how many lips have you kissed
that aren't mine

we spin in circles
a hundred times

bring me the poisoned fruit
I'll fall from the sky

take me to a place
I can look into your eyes

speak out my brain
I carry my heavy shame
I don't want you to think about me

you look pretty when you're happy
and I love it more when you're angry

how many hands have touched your skin

we circle around eachother

I can't reach the center
Rue Jul 31
one last sacrifice
you will be free
fly far away
Jul 31 · 144
drinking salt
Rue Jul 31
I'm afraid
you answer the call
I send a cold message

I'm a big baby
please don't raise your voice at me
I look away
far from the rage in your eyes

I'm happysad
happy you've reached the possibilities
sad you're doing nothing

cold messages
excessive tears
I'd give you all my thoughts
know how I feel

calling
calling
don't tell me

cross the invisible line
my ghost follows behind
Jul 31 · 134
bad call
Rue Jul 31
I'm sad

the pain never ends for you and I
10w
Jul 30 · 280
bad time
Rue Jul 30
I miss you
I'll miss you forever

I miss the people I can't have
I miss the temporary places
all these fading feelings

miss my emotions
miss all the burnt pages
don't hurt me

forever
coming down
to haunt me

miss loving you
miss loving myself too
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