I don't know how to get better I don't even know I want to It's crazy to think that I'm So sick That I can't tell if I'm sick All the time My brain plays games Warps my thoughts, Feelings, and desires Until I can't tell What's going on Then I realize I'm sitting in a room Surrounded by people But my body is just a shell I've detached my mind I don't want to come back
I can't see the sunrise yet But I know that it is coming To fill me with its warm glow To make my demons flee For now, though I'm waiting Nearly Dead Dazed Confused I'm waiting For now, though To make my demons flee To fill me with a warm glow And I know that it is coming I can't see the sunrise, yet
Even while I wait in darkness, I know my dawn is coming
Knock knock knocking on my door this is not your home no more Ive change the locks as you can see You no longer live with me Last time i let you in you broke something, Something u cant replace You held my broken heart Then threw it in my face So keep knocking on this door for you will never own the key Im happy on my own keep your apology
I ask myself Do i still enjoy your face Or am i afraid of the unknown An empty space Alone with myself, like a bookless shelf? What good is it to own a book If you dont enjoy the story You can turn the page but the Words will always be the same
But then i think to myself to keep this book b/c i dont want anyone else to read it..