The bitterness
comes to those that disguise it as sweetener & by the ones that have your name safest in their mouth.
But the sweetener
will come to those that will be real with them
when they notice a sour scent from the nebulous child-like hypocrite
that produces bitterness as if it runs in their family ,
Than the one that will pray for them
and to ask *** to show him/her a brighter path back to the light  they keep running from .
They find love in the dark
Yet love is not supposed be
just a dark angel
a dark storm,
a hangman’s knot ,
a trapped door ,
where you would tie a knot to a person that is willing to suffocate , take leave or lynch your heart
than a person that will untie the knots & accept your flaws with truth & delicate honesty if understood.
Love is bittersweet
It’s not all pro and no con
It’s the abundant of what *** has given you & prepared you for .
You weren’t prepared for a
falcon that has already considered you their prey
You are more than just a meal to devour.
You are more than what you think you are .
You had people that consider you the opposite of what that falcon depicts you to be & seems to he/she knows who you truly are .
You are the radiance that lost its light & yet you can still find it again.
There is no need for you go through infidelity that is disguised as forgiveness from an unaffliated soul than a soul that knows how to heal your pain yet still to this day he watches it unfold & the falcon swallows it all for the meal he/she has been waiting for .

~Jordan Munchenburg ~
I am the recipient of my mother’s well being
Non fabricated into the heart of the son I am and the young man I am becoming.

I am considered to be
the chandelier of a broken family
that lacks communication
yet the messenger of souls that are in need of saving
I have been
the nurturer and keeper of souls that still to this day cannot find their souls by their lonesome
Yet rely on me because I’m what they need anyway

I am the social worker embodiment of a therapist that doesn’t mistaken
People’s money and their well-being as the same sense of value and worth

I can tell when a heart sinks & drowns
& just like the soul of Jesus
I’ll be the one that puts their pieces back together while *** creates their masterpiece in the process of them still living
& when they die & I die
I have finished ***’s work
& their masterpiece
will be complete ;
more beautiful than any tombstone
Of any body that changes to an
ash that turns to dust
years from now .
I wouldn’t consider myself dope
& don’t need to smoke just
to prove it
Nor master
I’m Just MUNCHY;
the master of peace .

~ Jordan Munchenburg ~
The uncomfortable reassurance
from the accountable  is never spoken nor heard of
when it comes to those
that  think they are powerless
in their eyes .
They will take your soul
& your name
Because it will be safest
in their mouth
They will take your words
you’ve sown & tear them all out.
They twist words like they ******  their bodies & tangle & intertwine
their tongues for pleasure .
They use their tactics
& skills & their materialistic desires
to clap back at those they
assume are useless
Yet they don’t know know what
others are capable of .
Others can see through their
unnecessary roughness they try
to create from their own propaganda mentalities
that lead to their ****
self-centered hearts .
The nebulousness of
their lack there of
within the hypocrisy of
the hypothetical hypocrite they are ,
misleads the passionate nurturer that cared so much
about their well-being
until manipulation became their enemy
& the hypocrite’s friend
But now they no longer have
control over their life
because they were dismissed .
They work like dogs
yet treat others like the female dogs
& when they bark back
their bark is bittersweet
than their bite.
They’re demanding
yet suspicious
so others will never know when
& where they will appear
& show their true colors .
It might be shown
It may not
But they are honest within .
They are like wild card
you never know what to expect.
When people tend to be bittersweet
they take a dose of their own sweetener
while the others find
lackluster love that won’t last
yet make vids justifying
their worth for all to see .
Pathetically unpleasing .
The reputation & facade that they create is true
but true to their falsities they create .
I’d rather keep things real
while still promoting
& confidence
from self evaluation.
I don’t care about what people perceive others
let alone me to be .
I care about the heart
& the content of the character
not what false influencers  
influence to those that
should fit into today’s
trends & society .
If you   are bitter
take a dose of some sugar
knock out the sour inside
your hearts
& trade it in
for some sweetener
that you deserve
than the representational
perception of those that want you to be something you aren’t .
The real you is beautiful
Throw away the extra nonsense
that’s not becoming of you .

~Jordan Munchenburg ~
It’s worse than any drug
that creeps into your lungs
& explodes into your body
as if you had stirred kool aid
into your cup to get that flavor;
watching all that acid work together until it turns to color
When it does it turns cold red.

Depending on what type
of cancer it is
& the condition & state it is in,
It could attack any part of the body
that it’s affecting & then some more .
Depending on the intensity of the level of where it’s at
& how high the risk & stakes are
it can be fatal .

My mother had it
she survived
It was low but still she survived
She was broken for some time
& you wonder why
I refuse to be broken
In the public eye
My mother is where I
get my motivational roots from .
She is admired & looked up to because of her well-being
Not just her words
Not just  her image
Not  just her outward appearance
It’s her heart that matters ,
which plays a big part in mine.

My sister
can be a sweetheart but also can be damaging like any twister .
She loves hard for those she cares about
works at a place
full of human beings
that can’t depend on themselves let alone think for themselves
But that’s okay
She sees their heart .
of all the seizures they have ,
all the pain they endure ,
all the abandonment some of
them experience
from their parents that don’t want to claim them as there own
Because they aren’t in their favor .

My other sister
is a hardheaded rock.
Never cries
Doesn’t show emotion
I believe the only time
She ever cried
Was when she almost convinced herself  by drinking bleach when she was out of her wits , yes a teen
& when our stepfather died .
She’s a fighter
In the army
a supplier
Far from home
Shes good at what she does
& she’s beautiful
Yet a daredevil
A rebel
but that’s what I admire
because she would fight  for those she loves
& gives zero *****
about men that have egos
& want women to pleasure their egos.

My other sister
works in a jail
Full of inmates that have committed sins just like us
but of a higher price to pay
living their life in cells
by the crime they committed
Some just once
Others ; in many ways .
She’s patient
Yet stern
knows & follows the law
(something criminals should have learned )
Yet she continues to be a protector
& nurturer for inmates that have a good heart
But a fatal & foul mind
Though she loves her job
it actually teachers her more about
consequences that comes  with life.

My  family has good intentions ;
pure hearts that love to strive
Even when cancer killed our stepfather that is now considered our father because our side of the family cared the most about him
Then his family on the his side .

We value love
We believe in ***
We love to help people
But not be taken advantage of
We suffer loses of those with cancer
& yet we keep  going .

My other sister ,
Who I have not mentioned yet ,
works at a bank .
She tells people how to check checks deposit them
& so on so forth
She recently found out she
has low level of cervical cancer
Which is good cuz because it can go away .
Knowing cancer runs in my family that is hereditary
& now I’m Adopted
I wish I could take away their cancers
I wish I could clean it out of there system .
But I know *** will help us
He always does even when we don’t understand .
Our genes are strong
But our bond is stronger
The tragedies we’ve had are cancerous
But with ***
It’s worth fighting.
Tough love has helped
even that’s not what I’m used to
Still to this day
But I would choose that over
anything to help
assure the cancer in our family goes away .

~Jordan Munchenburg ~
Let Go
Let ***
Don’t hold onto
What’s not yours
Stay woke
Move on
& *** will keep
moving on
with you.

I was your anchor
& you left me sinking
I was the current in your
ocean tides
Always pushing you
Motivating you
Building you up
Beyond foundations
& landscapes
Hills and landlakes
& yet you  proved to me
time & time again
of why I kept falling over a cliff
& felt as if I was drowning .

In your sorrows I feared
Even though they were
ever so dear to me.
Tried to be strong for you
But in the end
I have nothing to say to you
You can say what you want but I won’t listen
I’d rather glow than to be glistened
By messy ones that have already been dismissed for my presence
To me your Non existent

Yet I kept you stable
& stern
That way you wouldn’t  
feel like you were tilting
You’ve been unbalancing
My equilibriums
To a point
Where I feel a sense of deliriums
I guess to you I was just a theorem
To practice on giving me a chance
But when I left....
I didn’t look back
Here & then I give you glares
But not a glance .
Be glad I didn’t  physically attack

I revealed to you most of myself
& I don’t do  that with many
But in the end
thanks to you
I felt rather empty

Sowed back all the stitches you cut open inside of me
You know because
I was always found away out
Saw the light in the darkness you kept driving towards me

As your fixer
I Saw the picture
& read the between the lines
Of the illustrations
& authorization formed by all of our altercations combined

Cried & wept
But now I  dry my own tears
Kept you company
When you wanted at least 1 good friend
& yet you failed
so I chose to disappear
So that’s why I came at you hard
& left at your wits end.

You let those that get mad when I hung around you
When they want you for  personal motives & possessions
instead of your heart
& yet you’re scarred
By the one that left you sprung
yet foul
Vs a Person that could have given you their all  
& cherished you
But now
the tables have turned

But now I’m done with you
& I’m glad you’re done with me .
No more tears left to cry
No more pain that’s inside
Because I’ve said what I’ve had to say

Yet sometimes
I occasionally reminisce
I realized I could change
people’s lives
People need me
for the right reasons
But not In the same sense
& text you put it  as “ only in a season”

So I wiped the devil out of my head
& washed away of you clean.

My poems  & perceptions
strengths & exceptions
remedies & reflections
has all dispersed to the
public eye now.
It will spread yes indeed
And then when I’m done
I will be done entirely .

I’m still working on my master piece
But you  will never be my master
I don’t bow nor plead
To critical &   entitled peasants
That think their supposed to  be
& sanctified
Bowed down to
& glorified
Yet they say their body is their temple
But you let demons that move too fast for you in
Than the ones that were patient & helpful
& yet you push them
away even further
Did that ever cross your
temple ?

Now I’m not your *****
Not  in roots nor weeds
You & your
Benevolent sovereignty  can flee.


But as my lord & savior Jesus Christ
I have to forgive you
I forgive you for all the pain
I endured & the confusion you were conflicted with
I forgive you for the sabotages
Manipulation & hurt that we both endured yet I tried to fix & heal both of our bandages .
I apologize for the flaws
Of those that missed seeing the *** in me .
I’m sorry I lost that spark that used to live & run deep  inside of me
*** has helped me in ways that I will never fully understand
His hand was stretched out to me but I left him hanging
Over a **** boy that was not even close enough  to being a man

I wont commit my time again to him to even in my darkest days.

Although I’m sorry I came hard at you like I am right now
All Angry & aggressive
Emotional & expressive
But I only care about those I really care about
I’m still working on forgiving the fact
You used my kindness & compassion corresponded
& compared  to my love that I shared with you & then on to another peasant that doesn’t want anything to do with you nor  me but in the public eye he can’t confess it
So he acts nebulous
from the foul foolishness
he created on his own .

But I have to forgive you .
I have to move on
But don’t test me
Stay away from bottles & chairs
Stay away from being on the steps & stairs
Stay from hallways in my vicinity
Don’t dare try to test me cuz
I can
I am
an angel but can also be
a deceitful devil
when I don’t take
nor put up
with manipulation
& consistent slip ups
from those that can’t grow
the **** up when
they fail to
realize & analyze
they needed to step away
from a foul situation that might forever change their life .
But they chose to fight it
So I chose to flight from it  after refusals & dismals  
& now it looks like you’re on your own .

So it’s time for me to

Let Go
Let ***
Don’t hold onto
What’s not yours
Stay woke
Move on
& *** will keep
moving on
with you  

I’m not sorry for my truth
Although I’m sorry for you
But only my forgiveness from *** got me through this **** .
I’m no longer under your control
Nor spell .
Though I wish you well
This will be  the last time  
I will ever kiss & tell .

I went on tangents
While being people’s fixer
When they needed special treatment
But now that I have forgiven them
Of how they treated me
I’ve transitioned into a Builder
& Healer
For me myself & I
For them good goes the goodbye
& boy
that triple dose is a killer.

~Jordan Munchenburg ~
For the next one
that I hope to call my lover ,

Will you be able to read deeper into people more than I can ?

Will you pray with me
in ways that are beyond me
& seek out signs more quickly
in those I speculate more
than I can ?
Can we pray over situations
whether it’s tedious or crucial ?

If not a saved Christian nor Christian at all ,
will you be able to respect my religion & sexuality
whether it’s confusing
nor unbelievable to you ?

If not confusing,
are you willing
to attempt & try
to come along & walk
that line ,
that journey
with me ?

Will you be willing
to admire my faults
& yet check my ways
of cockiness & aggressions ?

Even when I feel disrespected
& yet disrespectful ,
will you be my
conscience & guide
like I would do for you
at anytime ?

Will you be man enough
to put me in my place
& yet still be by my side  most of all my days ?

When you’re far away
will you be able to earn the right
for me to feel your presence. Knowing I will be okay

will you lead me on
after I’ve been told by you
to get to know you
& yet you’ve
made up your mind by
blocking  me on every
social media network
within 2 to 4 Days ?

Will you be mature enough to handle my ways
of thoughts & actions
& still be mature ?

Will you love me in time
& be able to develop a stable relationship & not go too fast?

I will not settle
for a person being their trophy you brag about on social media
& idolized to the public eye like my old pastor did at his Church
with his wife & then swindled
people’s money
Their motto is to
“Love ***• Love People”
& yet instead it was more so
“Preach ***•Swindle People “
(Even when
my family asked about
the pastor to pray for our dying father they said no)
But Anyways
I will not be
sabotaged & manipulated
like my old friend’s first lover
did  to him
over again and again.

I will not be
tormented & used !
Scapegoated by a person that’s been ******* around with others
& then gets mad when another is not attracted nor attached to him.

If you are nebulous and unaccountable
of your actions
It will all lead me back to this.

Back to places where I cut you off .
When the connection dies off
The cold cases of love goes shut
All there will be left
is bad reception .

I will not settle
for being someone’s vulnerability when wanting pleasure while trying to escape from thinking about their past lover
by getting under somebody else literally .

I will not settle
for dancing in the devils shoes when *** does not like ****
& he ain’t to fond of cute.
I will not step into a light
that is dim & mellow

Mind;  conflicted by a fellow .
I refuse to pleasantly  worship a peasant that is considered
3rd party based on their actions
but a name of High Nobility & Quality when their conflicted emotions & first lovers action demonstrate a production of a foul practice from people they use as toy to ******* & ******* with then it multiplies into more quantities .

I know my worth
Will you be able to
see the purity of it ?
Will you  dance with me
& Match my optimism & energy
& feel united as one ?
If we conquer the world
Through rough times
Will you still stay ?

Or will you run
Run out the doors that were welcoming you in with open
arms & go into other doors
That were unnecessary to open .

Will you not be greedy when it comes to pleasure
Will you actually appreciate me
How I carry myself
My intelligence & heart ?
Not just  words that I am
Poetically speaking .
Will you not use me because you like or you can tolerate
my poems ?
I don’t want you if you just
want my words
I don’t want you if
You continue
To make people hurt .
I don’t want you if you don’t care about anyone but yourself .
But if you are all those things I am
Looking for in a man ,
are willing to be my refinement
& cleanse my heart & soul ?
Take me as I am because there’s one thing I’m really great at doing :
Making you bloom
&  feel whole .

~Jordan Munchenburg ~
This is what freedom
told me :
You are wise!
Wiser than most
You are magnificent
You are caring & compassionate
You are calm yet aggressive
Only to those
that have used you
Lie to you
Over & over again ; repetitive
But out of all the hurt ,
Pain, & suffrage you endured ,
You still stand strong
& continue to move mountains .

Once was a seed
Now has been sprouting
& multiplying your growth
Into the multiplicity
of your own heart felt words .

You have a gift
You are unique
You see beyond things that you should & should not see .
Though you know who you are
& you know what you want .
It’s easier said than done .

You know
yet still practice it
& it will be done .

You are not lonely anymore
There is no sadness
Love is not an open door
But it can be
Yet choose to be cautious .

You are an angel
You have the sauce
Whether it’s spicy or too hot
You have the flames to burn all the witchcraft & propaganda
Into pieces whether it needs to be cut or died off close by or from afar

Transforming each day
Getting better in every way
It takes work
But hardwork is your middle name .
& there is no sadness
&there is no emptiness
You are no longer a boy
There is no hunger
There is no thirst
Your are no longer the puppet master’s toy

You have daddy issues
You recognized your flaws
You said goodbye
to those couldn’t accept you
& hello
to those that welcomed you
& there they are .

You ; a whole book
The pages get thicker & thicker
No longer hard
to turn the page though .

Maybe  hard to read
Though you still read into people
Even if they or you can’t read in between the lines of what that they may or may not understand completely .

You are love
You are honor
Skin ; chocolate
You are brave
You are famished & full
From the abundance of ***’s love
You are everything
your mother wanted you to be .

The peasants that are here
sit & scold
But you are bold
You can’t hear them
 If *** can do great things with
Helen Keller ,
Ray Charles,
Stevie Wonder,
then you’ll be alright to
Ignore nor here
Nor see their presence
Their non-existent .
So it doesn’t matter if they walk out right now or still listen !

You are optimistic
You are fine as ****
Little do straight men know
Some girls want a bite of you
But since you’re a
*** and flamboyant
You might as well let them know !

You are beautiful
You are honest
And there is no depression
And there is no depression
And there is no depression
You have ***
& there is Forgiveness
& there is forgiveness
& there is forgiveness
You are almighty
powerful & wonderful
**** & plentiful
Blessed & humble
Loved & capable
*** is so Good !!!
You will be great
You didn’t know you had this in you
Until you let *** into your heart
& start to work inside & heal you
& create more gifts & talents
So you can showcase them on other stages & this stage .
You’ve accepted this stage of life

He is almighty
The way
Of my ways
My truth
My life
The healer of my pain
My ghosts
My days
My lies .
He is mine
He is mine
He is mine  
& can also be yours .

If he can help change a Munchenburg
so he can  help others,
Imagine what *** could do for the rest of world.

This was indeed his creation
I’m just using my words he spoke through me as a tool
For new innovations
to come soon
While speaking it into existence .

Ode to the fixing
I feel complete within myself
If I hadn’t stop to help people
I would have never thought to
restore my inner fixing & healing .

Ode to the *****
That used to run deep inside of me
I’ve gotten better with my control of tongue knowing I don’t need to cuss to prove my  point though I just used it as an ode

Ode to me
To me & what I’ve become
I’m undone from the pain
Free from the strain
Negativity poured down the drain
Took a drink of deliverance
Then came acceptance
Swallowed some
Self  appreciation
Then came
Respectable acquaintances

Ode to the fake foolery
I was blinded  by your falsity
Saw the heavy truth
But the weight is off my shoulders
You’re the one that’s
now carrying it boo .

Ode to freedom
Freedom has been key
& since *** has been challenging
my mind & what I think of everyday ,
I thank him because now I can say

I am at peace with myself
& now home at last

Mentally in his arms
while being on this earth
until I can see him at last on
Judgment Day .
When he calls my name
& I’m welcomed into his
heavenly place
I’ll be to hug him
& say

“*** I love you !
looking  back at my time on Earth
You have made feel even more full
& happy to be your son that was able to finish the race with you in my heart & steering me until it was time to come up here & stare you directly in the face .”

My spirit up above is filled with
Freedom in his Kingdom

While my body on Earth
Disintegrate along with
Forgiven sin that has also decayed.

& there is no sadness
& there is no sadness
& there is no sadness

Cuz I
I may or may not have made a name for myself on Earth
But the lord may know my name
Because when I’m done on this Earth
I know I’ve made an extra space
In his heavenly place
& I am welcomed home .

However on Earth,
I think I found my calling
& that calling will remain
in my words.

~Jordan Munchenburg~
There is poet that inspired me to write

That poet is Tonya Ingram

Check out her poem
“ Here is what Loneliness/Love tells you “

She has been the inspiration for this poem & the reason why we all should find self love
& feeling wanted .

All my poem that I write & share is because I went through all of the doubts pains & suffrage .
I found love
& feeling wanted.
I hope you all can find it as well ❤️.
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