tell me what you want
and ill be it
... myself, you say?
i dont know who she is

Blue jean sky
hangs over the park
The one i love next to me her
Arm resting behind me my
Head on her chest our
Legs tangled together like
Knotted strings
Blue jean grows darker
Our love grows brighter
She’s wrapped around me
Swaying to the beat of the music
My jacket around her shoulders
Red looks good on her
She sings along
I close my eyes
Is this bliss?

like a buzzard she
feasts upon the fallen
tearing scraps of skin from
their cold, cold bodies
she stares you in the eye with
blood dripping from her open maw and
dares to say she didnt do it

limp in your arms
like im dead already
you squeeze me tight
sobs racking your body
tears staining my clothes
i feel nothing
i thought i was the sad one?

There are bees in my head
And clouds in my throat
I can’t think
and I can’t speak
But my blood is filled with honey
And my eyes are wide like grapes
My hands shake like dragonflies
And my heart races like a rabbit
Thumping thumping
Running from you, to you
You
Only you
Could make me feel this way
Like my feet are backwards
And my arms are ripping at their seams
Like my cheekbones are flying
Like my collarbone is crying
Like everything is wrong
And yet so, so right

take me
use me
leave me to rot
its what i want

when i cant see
you’re the light
that guides me home

Golden clouds of honey
Coat my throat
Filling my heart
With warm, sticky wonder

I'm feeling pretty *****.
Or maybe I'm just desperate for an intimate relationship
And I fantasize about sensuality
because I crave the passionate love between two human beings
And I fantasize about skin rubbing skin
the sweat dripping between them
The mixing of two souls and the conjunction of two bodies
The beautiful slopes and curves of her figure
slowly caressing mine
The soft whispers of love that brush against my ear
And trail kisses down my neck
Her soft gasp as I trail my fingers up her thigh
my other hand grasping the back of her head, threading my fingers through her hair
Pulling her closer, ever closer
Her nails digging into my back
Leaving stinging red marks to remind me of her
when I leave for work in the morning
touching the scratches, I'll remember her
In the afterglow
Her arm around me, our legs tangled together
Her hair curled wild around her face
"I love you"
she whispers
Giving me a tender peck on the lips
Before blissfully surrendering to exhaustion
I watch her chest rise and fall
Her soft breathing lulls me to sleep
I'll smile when I think of her
Because I'll remember her words
"I love you"
They'll ring through my mind
"I love you"
Following me wherever I go
"I love you"
Lighting the candle in my heart
The flame growing brighter and brighter with each hushed word
"I love you"

or maybe I'm just *****.

I say what you want me to say
I do what you want me to do
I think what you want me to think
I want you to like me

I don’t know who I am
I am a little bit of everyone
But I am none of myself