I always say the city looks so perfect at night, on the five headed south bound downtown where I can see all the city lights. Mesmerized with some intentions of inspiration, thoughts flowing through my brain ready explode but there’s no button for the detonation. Let the count down begin, but for my sake please start from ten. I want to soak it in, I want to feel alive once more all the way to my very end.

CP.

I can’t imagine life if there is no you. I’ve trained my mind to never have unwanted thoughts of doubt. There’s no complications in the love you give, to leave behind the affection you provide would be something I couldn’t live without. So always remain you.

CP.

In a meadow filled with dreams, and the shadows with sporadic amounts of light resembles sunbeams. Footsteps kick up an ample amount dust, there’s no words to use, so there’s no reason to fuss. Keep calm, keep the thoughts at bay, I know you are near, my heart beats for you even when your away. My arms are open awaiting that sweet embrace, this is home, this is your safe space.

CP.

Thankful for life I live, thankful for the love I give. The vibe of the people created to become equal. The tribe of one can never overcome: the support, the transitions from a group that amplifies your ambitions. For the growth that allowed me change, just know the peace within myself will always remain the same.

CP.

I feel it.....Complications in communicating has me misbehaving. In every relationship the ship sinks and it simply isn’t worth saving. I didn’t care who it hurt more, one hundred percent satisfaction not guaranteed, me treating you like you were the only one is a misfortune in my misdeeds. These actions aren’t like me! The will to change is just unlikely! I can feel it in my core. When there’s drama I tend to only call momma, voicing my actions when the road is slippery my mind has no traction. From the younger me to older me I seen mistakes I knew to change but remained the same. Being a nice guy to an ******* I closed off my heart to everyone else, but I closed off my heart to no one but myself.......you feel it.

CP.

She wants a lot of love but I can’t force the body to consume what it doesn’t digest, to be fair we were young, in love with our toxins, and slightly obsessed. It’s kind of hard to part ways when you once shared better days. Tears falling from her porcelain skin, I stepped in like ancestors in the form of guided winds. I uplifted you, showed you that you are worth more than a number from the mouths of many men “she’s a ten”. As we both walk away from the pain, the love we have for each other will always remain. Bad relationships have knowledge in the end, the take away is.......****! We should of stayed friends.

CP.