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Chase Pamplin Dec 2020
I always say the city looks so perfect at night, on the five headed south bound downtown where I can see all the city lights. Mesmerized with some intentions of inspiration, thoughts flowing through my brain ready explode but there’s no button for the detonation. Let the count down begin, but for my sake please start from ten. I want to soak it in, I want to feel alive once more all the way to my very end.

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I love my city San Diego, CA
Chase Pamplin Dec 2020
I can’t imagine life if there is no you. I’ve trained my mind to never have unwanted thoughts of doubt. There’s no complications in the love you give, to leave behind the affection you provide would be something I couldn’t live without. So always remain you.

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Chase Pamplin Dec 2020
In a meadow filled with dreams, and the shadows with sporadic amounts of light resembles sunbeams. Footsteps kick up an ample amount dust, there’s no words to use, so there’s no reason to fuss. Keep calm, keep the thoughts at bay, I know you are near, my heart beats for you even when your away. My arms are open awaiting that sweet embrace, this is home, this is your safe space.

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Chase Pamplin Dec 2020
Thankful for life I live, thankful for the love I give. The vibe of the people created to become equal. The tribe of one can never overcome: the support, the transitions from a group that amplifies your ambitions. For the growth that allowed me change, just know the peace within myself will always remain the same.

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Chase Pamplin Nov 2020
I feel it.....Complications in communicating has me misbehaving. In every relationship the ship sinks and it simply isn’t worth saving. I didn’t care who it hurt more, one hundred percent satisfaction not guaranteed, me treating you like you were the only one is a misfortune in my misdeeds. These actions aren’t like me! The will to change is just unlikely! I can feel it in my core. When there’s drama I tend to only call momma, voicing my actions when the road is slippery my mind has no traction. From the younger me to older me I seen mistakes I knew to change but remained the same. Being a nice guy to an ******* I closed off my heart to everyone else, but I closed off my heart to no one but myself.......you feel it.

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Make changes in your life to open new doors. If you close off emotions, and not deal with your past you will continue to hurt not only yourself but others as well. Make the necessary changes to grow.
Chase Pamplin Oct 2020
She wants a lot of love but I can’t force the body to consume what it doesn’t digest, to be fair we were young, in love with our toxins, and slightly obsessed. It’s kind of hard to part ways when you once shared better days. Tears falling from her porcelain skin, I stepped in like ancestors in the form of guided winds. I uplifted you, showed you that you are worth more than a number from the mouths of many men “she’s a ten”. As we both walk away from the pain, the love we have for each other will always remain. Bad relationships have knowledge in the end, the take away is.......****! We should of stayed friends.

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When you are young with no experience. You accept certain people. You don’t know what you have you just know you like that person. But when you grow, your eyes start to realize that it’s not what you want.
Chase Pamplin Oct 2020
SHE SAID: LATELY I’M ATTRACTING..... CERTAIN ENERGIES IN MEN THAT BRING BACK TRAUMATIC MEMORIES. I’M ATTRACTING.....CERTAIN SITUATIONS THAT I AM FACING HEAD ON, I NEED TO CHECK MYSELF MY FEELINGS ARE TOO STRONG. BUT IT’S HARD TO KEEP MY MENTAL WHEN YOU HAVE HOPE FOR A “MAN” THAT YOU THOUGHT HAD POTENTIAL. I’M ATTRACTING LOOKS WITHOUT PERSONALITIES, FEELS LIKE I’M LOSING MYSELF IN DIFFERENT REALITIES. DEEP WHEN IT COMES TO STROKES, DEEP LIKE OPENING MY HEART UP AND THEN I’M CRYING TO MY FOLKS. LET THE UNIVERSE HEAL YOU WHEN YOU ARE FEELING BROKEN. MANTRA: I LOVE MYSELF, BOUNDARIES ARE SET FOR MYSELF, TRUE TO MYSELF I’LL REMAIN, MY LIFE IS OPEN FOR CHANGE.

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