Dear you
I loved you so much
maybe a little too much
and if you want the truth
I still do
It hurts to see you happy
hurts to know that
you don't miss me the way I miss you
I just want you to know
that I'm always here
waiting for you
And no matter what you do
no matter what you get into
no matter where you go
or what you say
I still love you
And I guess I always will

I tried looking into your eyes to make sense of all this mess but I lost my breathe and lost myself in the mess you call your head.

I lost myself in brown eyes that are warm but worn. Now darling I'd rip every thorn from your side just to see that smile shine bright.

I know that head is locked up tight with secrets that just eat you alive and your demons thrive off that ache.

I lost myself in dreams of waking up next to you, it all seems so real but I wake up with no one next to me, no one to feel, I just wish it was real.

I want you to lose yourself in me, so I can clear that mess from your head, so you can be held every time a tear is shed.

And I know so many people would leave you out in the cold but darling I'd hold you so close you'd never be cold again because I just cant let you go through that pain, it drives me insane to know that everything is picking at your brain.

Know your burdens are shared and I'll be ****** to leave you all  alone, because being alone is what tears my skin apart and breaks my bones but with you I fell less of that and more warmth in my heart and less mess in my own head.

I love you in the purest form of who you are and who you are going to be, I love in the best and worst of your days, I swear it'd never bother me.

I lost myself in you, I don't know how but I'm glad I did.

It's hard to hear,
"I love you"
when it's only
lies that spill
out of your mouth;
a bittersweet moment that
I would rather sit in silence to
then witness.

And you'll never care that
I'm drowning,
only that I
hold your head
above the waves
as I sink a little deeper
with every break in the sea.

But I will continue
to love you
with every ounce
of my being
because my heart
holds no sympathy
over me.

-k.w//worlds apart