I seek what I lack to give myself , and I seek it with my heart , not my head.
And I feel it with my emotions not logic . So I allow another to take my most valuable possession and I allow them to brake it.

Mo_poet

They tell us we discriminate because of the color of their skin.
An unjustly comment and they only see us as whites.
Stuck between a now cold war between colors.
They paint an image of victimization as they feel unfairly treated in ancestry years.
I say , get over it.

How many has marked this broken lover between the sheet and on the streets.
How many has gripped her hips and tasted her lips.
How many has , not once , but countless times degraded her in her bliss , shattered her gift , ruined and wrecked her for her next "knight" .
How many of you will come to realize that many of us still hide.
How many of you , will see.
How many will there be.

She wants to gently place me upon the bed and straddle my hips all while her lips attack my skin marking what is hers.
Her fingers will slip in and ****** me hard and I'll feel the full length of it inside. She wants me to feel her. All of her. She wants to feel how she controls me and allows me to come and when she does she will clean up what she has created with her tongue , deep and I'll scream her name.

You tell me not to reminisce
But i have a lover on the line.
What we did was NOT a mess.
It was lust making us blind.
You're eager to open up those doors but they are forbidden for a reason.
Im split between two now you become another all so fast in the summer season.
In fantasy i would love to see what holds.
But my life is already tumbling and i wouldn't want yours to fold.
For we are two broken souls.
And now we have to play our different roles.

Why does HE create such benevolent primary elements?
Why does HE assemble such monasteries in such a destructive macrocosm?
Why does HE reward with such magnanimity but in disobedience punish us with such brutality?
Why ,
Does HE create such benevolent primary elements?

A ****** knife , slit your throat.
Like tradition you're my sacrificial goat.
Look past my smile and start to take note.
With your blood this is what I wrote.

This ****** up words and I'm going numb.
**** the glass and gimme a bottle of ***.
You're so complicated like a ****** up sum.
You make me feel useless , a no brainer
I might just be dumb.
You just chew and spit me like a piece of gum.
You Judas , you demon , you fallen Angel ****.

So you wanna put on a show.
**** momma that's a low blow.
Ya slick and you're sly like a crow.
Ya runnin' ta catch me , ya slow.
There's something that you gotta know.
Ya tell me to give what I owe.
In the darkness of lies , you glow.
Ya tasting the demon you grow.
Destruction ya sip on-the-go.
Now I'm rhyming and braking the flow.
Ya braking  , deflating , do you need a tow?
In the light of day you're a ***.

Grip her neck
And take her into pure bliss
While making her drip with your whispers.

My **** slave
Your lips I crave.
Your master on her knees.

Your hand , my throat
So please take note.
A master you could be.

Love a rose,
Just as is she

Her petals fell each time,
Until there was nothing but
her stem in the bewildered soil.

I'd take you to a place of pleasure.
Where I am your only salvation.

Are they right?
Is there something wrong with you?
Are we a bad combination?
Do I not see how you're braking me.
Maybe I'm already in pieces and you're braking me further.
Are you the reason I cut?
This double life is draining.
Let me go
Or are you just selfish and greedy ?
Even though you see this is hurting me you grip your fingers in deep.
We're not the same are we?
This melody so bittersweet with a piece of us in between.
You hurt me , love me , kiss me , scar me , ...
We are more unhappy now that time has passed. Should we still fight this battle ?. Is it worth it in the end?
What do I do now?
You had all the answer but not anymore.
I can't run to you anymore , because you might be the reason I'm drowning . But I love the burning sensation of the water filling up my lungs as I suffocate in your love.
But they save me every time , and pull me out of the ocean of you.
So in my last breath I fallfall
Now no one will have me.

A blank sheet of ripples
Let the ink roll down the tip
Many thoughts in the galaxy
Picking burning stars from the sky
Words rumbling from the mouth
Slipping out of the lips
The earth calling out my name
And I'll fall down down 6 feet under

A taste for lust on the tip of her tonuge . All I have to do is reach it.

I crave you touch
I quiver under your touch
You make love and **** all at the same time.

That dredwire tonuge soaked in black hard tar spoke only the piece of the puzzle which was converted into lies.

He who walks the red sea in dreams drowns slowly in puddles . The making of his own blood. Satisfactory in the future for non is built on your words. Let me show you how it's done.

He was everything
Until he became nothing
And then the blade whispered
"There is nothing more for you here."

Your lips tell beautiful lies on the tip of my ears.
As they send secret kisses down my shoulder.
As I shudder in satisfaction.
And we lay panting in my bed.

Even though my thoughts were loud and I didn't seem like myself . Every touch we had . Every kiss . In that moment I was me. Really me.

She was mine then she was not. And now all those men look at her hungry. And all I can do is just stand here and watch as she slowly slips away

Let the fresh memories of our touches stay in the most vivid parts of our mind. For we too shall grasp it now and then

We fought like the rough sea slashing rocks in our path . The tide whispered to me and slowly pulled me away. The ocean fell silent for decades to come. And only then was it to late for me to realise how I missed the rough sea that is us.

Her bittersweet soul yearns for nothing more than her other half. And her heavy heart is cradled in the hands of her sweet lover that is hypnotized by blinded betrayal on the page with many versions . But let not moving pictures speak for only her tongue could tell her how much she still feels for her.

For you I would kiss poetry
In a world so loud and poisoned
Let me take to a place where we
Would roam free.

I drank her dry.
But hadn't I'd known that
Would be my last.
I would have savored her
In my mouth.
Alas, I had forgotten how she tastes
And that is my eternal doom

I love you.
But I fear you

I thought he was what I wanted then my heart told me I lied. That karma is a ***** and my sins caught up to me. He would sweet talk me and I would play lead. I kissed him under the stars wishing you were under me.I would still trace the places your emotions dance on. I would moan your name instead of his. Your my actual drug that I need twice a day. I would sit and dream putting you on reply. Then he would show up and you'd be on pause while I lift up a curtain of my own demise. He left, you came and it all starts again. I am still submissive to you. Take your slave for she is weak. Punish her for wasting your time. And if she begs ....

Tears in my eyes almost day and night... the hurt and betrayal by many alike ... family friends...even strangers I met... But you ...here ... today ... Tears fall for companionship... for love... the word I thought my tougne was foreign to... for forever a word that is felt like it was build for you and I... not now not ever will you lose me... or I lose you... I am yours and you are mine... from this night and all nights to come...Tears fall...And as the tear ends on my cheek ... so does the sadness that you have taken away

Why do i talk about darkness all the time
When clearly you're the one filling up my mind

When images just seemingly start to appear
My thoughts of destruction just disappear

Your cute little laugh just echos in my head
When thi feeling in my ***, like fire it spreads

On cold early mornings reaching for your hand
Seconds ticking in an hour glass full of sand

Wishing for this moment to last forever
I need to make a move so its now or never

She loved me even as I stopped loving her. Years later and still the same. So I had to text and tell her . Another had my heart and then she broke again. I wanted her in my life but not as she wanted me in hers. With words I never wanted to say , my lips uttered , she had to move on . So with her last goodbyes her final words " I love you " and that was it. I felt the love she did and at that same time I felt the hurt I had left her with all these years

Technology at first were our voices and feelings. Till we lived and moved on. Now our voice dies in distance. A step out in the new days and all I long is you. Days to weeks and I can not wait no more. I seek your presence and calmed touch , just abit. Is that to much? How do I live and breathe when you're not here. Teach me this blissful life and I'll train in and out yet perfection lies within you.

She loved me even as I stopped loving her. Years later and still the same. So I had to text her and tell her , another had my heart and she broke all over again. I wanted her in my life still but not the way she wanted me in hers. With words I never wanted to say. My lips uttered coldly "you have to move on" as they left my lips I wanted to shout I didn't mean it. I want you in my life I want you here I want to see you. But I never did . So with her last goodbyes and her final words "I love you" that was all needed to be said. And I felt it all. I felt the love she had for me all these years all that was hidden under her mask and I looked at myself and a single tear fell . I then felt the pain,the hurt ,the heartbreak. All of which she had to carry along for so long.
So I turned in agony and switched off my phone , she had come and gone so fast but I deserve to feel what she felt years before.

I want you.
In my arms.
On my lips.
In my bed,hardened grips.
Silent moans and loud pleasurable screams.
Against the wall,with love making scars.
Take me to my high and I'll take you to yours.
Counter tops to cold hard floors,sweat running down your glistened body.
Endless hours in ****** sensitivity.
Take it slow going rough.
Ruffled hair and heavy breathing.
A mountain peek ****** and I'll ride you down.

Tie her up.
Torture her good.
A messed up mind, I never knew I could.
Little red running down, to her mouth and let her drown.
Revive her soul and go again, inflict the hurt and continue the pain.
Show no mercy and give no remorse, blades and knifes cut skin with force.
Her final words before I slaughter,
"I'll pray for you, my little daughter".