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Alexa Apr 6
We started out as strangers
I was unaware of the dangers
You grew into a close friend
But I was honest and you played pretend
You lit a light so bright that everyone could see
But you lied when you said you cared bout me
Now I don’t know what I’m gonna do
Cause I just looked through your games and saw the real you
We started out as strangers
Then we grew into close friends
We turned into something we didn’t plan
Now you’re more distant than when it all began
13 Mars 2020
Alexa Apr 6
We started out as strangers
I was unaware of the dangers
You grew into a close friend
But I was honest and you played pretend
You lit a light so bright that everyone could see
But you lied when you said you cared bout me
Now I don’t know what I’m gonna do
Cause I just looked through your games and saw the real you
We started out as strangers
Then we grew into close friends
We turned into something we didn’t plan
Now you’re more distant than when it all began
Alexa Apr 6
Stay away from me, don’t come here
Roses wither when I come near
I’m living on the edge of a knife
And everything I touch turns into ice
I promise to next time to not go back to who I were before you came around
But you know its in my blood and my hands are bound  
And if I fall into the water and once again sink down
Walk away from me and let me drown
6 April 2020
Alexa Apr 6
Too much
You say i'm asking for too much
Is being able to wake up in the morning without being terrified from nightmares too much
Is being able to go into a confrontation without breaking down and cry too much
Is being able to hear someone raise their voice without me breaking down too much
Is being able to look at a raised hand without me flinching and covering my face too much
Is being able to go a whole day without wanting to put a bullet through my brain too much
Is being able to fully trust someone without being hesitating too much
Is being able to be up a whole night to study without going into a manic episode too much
Is being able to get free from the mood swings too much
Is being able to tell someone how i feel and not being afraid to be called a drama queen too much
Is being able to tell someone i've made a mistake and not be afraid to lose everything i own too much
Is being able to feel like i'm taken seriously and not doubting how i feel too much
Is being able to go through a whole day not convinced that i'm faking it for attention too much
Is being able to feel like a fraud for being sad and convincing myself it's not real too much
Is being able to go home without being scared too much
Is being able to make a mistake and still be treated with love too much
Is being able to have someone get mad at you and not fearing for your own safety too much
Is being able to go home into a functional home where i'm not terrified 24/7 too much
Is being able to be a function like a normal human being too much
Cause that’s all i'm asking for
Is it too much to ask
11 October 2019
Alexa Apr 6
Young, reckless, wild and free
That’s what I’m supposed to be
Parties, hangovers and coming home late at night
That’s what they say youth is all about
Impatient, medicated and losing my patiences
Tired of being treated as another of the mentally insane cases
Take another pill, Medicate the broken soul
Knowing **** well that I’ll never be whole
11 October 2019
Alexa Apr 6
To be completely honest, you terrify me
You say you promise but that’s never a guarantee
I’ve been through this in the past many times before
And the red flags is something I no longer can ignore
When you look at me you see a stranger
But when I look back at you I see danger
5 April 2020
Alexa Dec 2018
Hush my pretty baby don't you cry
I see how hard you try
Baby, don't let those tears roll down
I know you are hurting, but you are not alone
Darling, imma stick it through
There isn't anything i wouldn't do for you
We're crazy baby, nobody knows our monsters
So we keep them a secret, we're the true mobsters
Hush my pretty darling don't feel no pain
I'm right here, i know you're insane
7 October 2018
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